I visited relatives this Christmas, it was nice to see everyone but naturally I had a few too many drinks one night and let the veneer slip. So at least one other relative knows how fucked up I am. I really have to remember not to drink, it brings me nothing but misfortune. The trouble [...]
I get in stages like this, In my life which just seem so wrong. I hurt so many people, with no happiness with myself. There are so many things that I want to leave. But so many things I want to move to, but they are so far, there is no point. So I wake [...]
The cut was small. And then it became deeper and deeper and deeper The shiny white tendon in my arm began to burn as the blade took one nick after another. The vien, like a hose, shot steady streams of blood onto the ground of my balcany like a pool. Putting out one cigarette after [...]
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don’t force it on others! I’m a friggin deist…people think...