the more comfortable you are the more you got to lose. i understand that

unfortunately your right- we are barbaric pricks including you- because social discourse and its problems have its own momentum. I’m not interested in having what others have, except some land- but thats owned too, and people are paranoid who’s in their territory, if people would just realize everything is energy then maybe people would have more of a purpose in life. but personally my faith is rocked by those working towards creating a world a better world that they are directly creating the opposite. everyone deep down has anxieties about themselves and can secretly pile guilt on other undetected. thats the most shit thing in the world because humans seem to have do idea they are doing it- even those who claim to be the most generous and kind of us. its seems to come down to people not being able to contradict themselves because people are cannon loaded with a guilt ball just waiting to explode to gain the social upper hand and moral standing, shifting perspectives and even concepts of right and wrong when its most advantageous- hiding behind a mask- we are afraid of being exposed so i can reside on someone else land- even if its more than a square mile. so everyone is squashed in the cities, and the best deceivers and nepotists claim the spoils. at least our kids wont have to know our relativistic and selfish motives and realist views until tender enough to hide their own mistakes from themselves their families and their neighbours, the winners are always those who control the most land and its the few with the biggest crimes behind their belts- but its always justified, because really life is lucifarian.but we pretend the church will save us. maybe the masks will drop when the resourse economy implodes and wipes out pension wealth and everything else.