Hate, disspare, hidden traps, eyes maced, tears, mournings, nights, scars, all in witch lies , how do i share. All i live for …happiness? What am I to think? It comes with a price. You say…You would die for me..Look at our soldiers? Look at our friends..It comes with a price. I don’t know how [...]

For the past 18 years I have been depressed off and on. I am now 31. Never been married and I don’t have any children. I am actually pretty successful compared to my friends and relatives. 8 years ago, the love of my life passed away suddenly from a motorcycle accident. The pain– the pain– [...]

I’ve had feelings of suicide on and off for the past two years. I feel disconnected from my family and many so called “friends.” Right now I’m facing financial disaster. My rent isn’t paid, clients aren’t paying me on time and I feel like there is no love in my life. Last year my mother [...]

I don’t understand the World much anymore. It’s fucked up, and everything bites. It’s like depression clings to everything. Why? I was hoping you could tell me. Even the people I care about look at me differently now. I can’t keep going… I Just want the pain to stop. No matter what I do, I [...]

i feel so empty inside. I cant believe I think of suicide. It started a few years ago. I dont want to die, i want to rid mself of my big black hole that has become my heart. i feel my life is not my own, it is not filled with continuity. there is no [...]

I’ve tried to commit suicide on 3 occasions, the first to was when I was 6 YEARS OLD, I tried to stab myself with a knife- my pereants were hitting each other and I was knocked down while trying to sepperate them, so I ran to my room, with a knife in my hands, thinking [...]

Dear all, When any of you has read this, I will be far gone. Most likely in downtown KL or somewhere nearby. Watching my final sunrise. I can’t cope with the pain and the loss anymore. I don’t know how to describe how I feel. I really suck at talking, making friends, and everything. I [...]

I have lived a dishonorable life. I have done dishonorable acts, and deeply hurt two different women. I have lived my life like a steamroller, destroying everything I have ever touched. I must destroy myself, for I will only continue to destroy everything in sight. My death is my gift to all mankind.

I’m 22, I live with my parents, which makes me feel not very free. My father was a verbal-violent alcoholic before, thou he never hit a fly, and he still drinks which makes the ghosts on the house to reappear. So I wanna get the hell out of here, but I don’t have enough money [...]

I’m in my mid-thirties, I’ve got a decent career, money in the bank, girlfriend, no major responsibilities other than getting my current projects in on time, no major health problems yet, yet I think of suicide almost daily. Nothing feels good. I’ve got the trappings of a good life, but I get no reward from [...]