Archive for June, 2008

MY DREEM IS NEAR why do i fear

Friday, June 13th, 2008

babay im writing this to all and none as i search for the reason of my depression and my hate as my family has killed me off why should i wait i want to do the dirty deed but i cannot as i surely need the life i breath and the kiss i take your [...]

Fight for life…

Friday, June 13th, 2008

It’s never easy to think of suicide as just to end your life. It’s more than just slitting your wrist, popping pills, poisoning by gas fumes or running over a cliff. my entire life, i’ve been nothing but a huge scar. You see a sweet girl one day, then you start to see what sort [...]

If Anyone Cares…

Friday, June 13th, 2008

Growing up I was really poor but I was always told, “You are going to be something great!”. School was so easy most of the time I felt like I wasn’t challenged enough. I have always been good at most things I try. Girls have always wanted to be with me. I’m smart, wise, artistic, [...]

I’m Sorry

Thursday, June 12th, 2008

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY

i made a mistake

Wednesday, June 11th, 2008

i know so much. i know things that my boss did, that are wrong, but i have no proof, and his victims will not speak. i try so hard. all i want is to be a superhero and do the right thing i just want to live a life like in the comic books. to [...]

ready to die

Tuesday, June 10th, 2008

i am a married white male 47 years old married for 24 years or so been with my wife for 26 or 27 years. have a first grandchild on the way (its a girl). but i am thinking i wont be around to see her.but its ok . i did my best raiseing 3 sons [...]

Living on …..

Saturday, June 7th, 2008

I now look back and realize that I have been suffering from different degree’s of anxiety and depression over a number of years, from a number of triggers. My story, I hope, will give people hope and let them live through my experience. I am a normal person and if anyone of my close friends [...]

Why me ?

Friday, June 6th, 2008

People allways think that bullying doesn’t hurt well I can prove them wrong ! Way wrong ! I get bullied because of what my mum is . Because of what I am . Why does it allways happen to me ? I get it all the time . My family and friends stick by me [...]

People

Friday, June 6th, 2008

It was verry hard goin to high school,meeting new people for the first time but I knew I wouldn’t fit in with these people.My mum was a lesbian.People soon found out and I was tormented by it.I felt I couldn’t deal with all the trouble as well as my school work. It was causing my [...]

I’m Sorry I am NOW Happy

Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008

I’m Sorry.. EAT DOG SHIT FOREVER !!!!!!