Im only 21 i have my whole life ahead of me everyone keeeps saying when you have kids your going to be great blah blah….right now i dont wanna live to see that far. I have had depression since i was about 11-12 and suicide thoughts all the time , more recently i met kyle [...]

I stood there on the brigde looking down beneath me, it was terrifying, my whole body shook so much but my mind was empty my heart cold. but something within me kept pulling me back and a voice in my head wouldn´t stop screaming, was it me or somebody else?it took me a lot of [...]

There is truly beautiful things in this world but I must be cursed cause I can’t touch it,can’t feel it and I can’t live it.Only pain and misery as smiled on me from the day I was born. A father who beat the shit out of both me and my mom for years and he [...]

I removed the block. It doesn’t fucking change anything! It doesn’t make you care and it doesn’t make me care.
But I always care too fucking much, that what got me in this mass called my life in the first place, right? Caring made me love you, caring made me everyones punching bag, caring made me [...]

I leave your house knowing Im leaving alone. Knowing you “love” me, knowing you’ll sleep with me knowing no matter what you say, your never going to be with me. “Why dont you just end it?” you say. And Ive tried to, but you wont stay away. You call me, text me, stalk me [...]

Ever since my father cheated, and my parents divorced three years ago, it has aggravated my depression to a point where I saw a psychiatrist and got medicated. I distanced myself from my peers, and floated through high school.
Then I met Taylor.
It could not have come at a better time. I was so close [...]

I am not sure how much more I can take of him calling me and texting me. I try and ignore him but I can’t. I think about answering and what I might say so that he doesn’t talk me into seeing him again. I have to stay away for my family. For myself. I [...]

It had been ten months since my “date rape” by a police officer-in-training, five months since my mother’s death from a protracted battle with multiple cancers, and three hours since I succumbed to the grief of both by overdosing on whatever prescription drugs I could find in my roommate’s medicine cabinet. Now I lay [...]

Just turned 30 and have been suffering since I was young. It’s as if prior to birth we are put the section of lives that will chronically suffer. I have PTSD, I’m assuming from abuse suffered as a child. I’m intensly suicidal. It is something that comes [...]

I am angry, bitter, depressed, alone. I have wanted to die for many years, but have so far been unable to get it done. I want to die to end the pain and misery of living, but I also want to die to punish those people who have made, and continue to make my life [...]