I’m 39, no family, no friends, 2 cats. They have kept me alive for 10 years. I’ve suffered from deppression for over 30 years. My girlfriend, who I’ve held hostage for 10 years finally gave up. She realized she can’t help me the way I want to be helped. I love to hate myself, I’m [...]

I´m suicidal, i´m feeling failure. I´m feeling lonley. And i don´t know why all the bad things come to me. I think God have create humans like this, some are for be leaders some ,bad people, some good people and so on. And the the me, the one that takes care of the others peoples [...]

I am a Survivor. I tried to kill myself last year. I’m still trying to kill myself now. There isn’t much to know, there isn’t much to say. But you need to know this, Suicide may seem like a good idea, so you can get away from everything, but at the same time, it’s not. [...]

My name is Sidney-Marie, and I am 14 years old. For 13 years of my life, I was living with my mom.. She got remarried.. and she turned into an abusive drunk.. Her new husband is the same way.. He has a son who use to abuse me.. And I lived with my little brother [...]

Trying to make sense of all this madness, why do i constantly make things hard for myself, it’s as if i get bored when things are going well and i have no other choice but to fuk them up. A week without booze and my brain is on fire, active more than you can believe [...]

Hey all,
my name is Matt and i am writing this in a hope that spiiling the beans and some off me on this site it may help me and in a way off thankyou to my dog and mate.
Ok where do i start…………………
I am 29 and in the middle off a seperation from my wife [...]

i am very low, an abusive childhood, a drug addict teenager, a troubled adult. then i met my husband who slowly struggled to understand me. suicide, severe clinical depression has plagued me for most of my life.then i had my first child which brought the first feeling of joy like i never knew existed. i [...]

Usually negative thoughts are simply a product of thinking too much. I am worthless. I have no future. I feel so paralyzed. Bam. Out come the tears after 30 minutes of this. But there is another unexpected twist about depression. I told someone I was depressed for the first time today, and as soon as [...]

I have been suicidal and have made several attempts over the last 4 years. I am severally depressed and have had a very hard time finding the help I need to get out of the thinking that it is okay to leave everyone behind because of the pain I feel. I have seen [...]