Archive for August, 2008

Sunday, August 24th, 2008

IN LOVING MEMORY OF BY BEST FRIEND BRANDEN WOODS

Sunday, August 24th, 2008

TODAY IS AUG.24TH,08 I AM WRITING THIS ENTRY BECAUSE TODAY I HAD TO SAY A “FINAL GOOD-BYE” TO MY FRIEND BRANDEN. BRANDEN WOODS TOOK HIS OWN LIFE ON AUG.18TH,2008…HE WAS ONLY 30 YRS. OLD. I PROBLEY SHOULDN’T BE WRITING THIS STORY ON THIS WEB-SITE, BUT I HAVE SO SO MANY QUESTIONS & I’M SO MAD [...]

Friday, August 22nd, 2008

I tried to commit suicide just over three years ago. once I had taken the pills I became terrified, I realized that I did not want to die .. I just wanted all of the pain and hurt to stop. i’m glad i’m still here. I would have missed out on a lot. I still [...]

Wednesday, August 20th, 2008

hello i just joined this site today, i have been feeling suicidal all year and depresesed for the last five, but it wasn’t til something terrible happened to me, that made me attempt it, not so long ago and when i couldn’t go through with it, i realised that i didn’t really want to die, [...]

Burnout and turned-out

Tuesday, August 19th, 2008

19 years of life seems short for some… long for me though. I feel more like 190 than 19. I am quite intelligent, though I cant get it out due to haunting grades from my past. Considering suicide due to a rape, may seem more understandable than my suicidal drive. Though, whatever reason: death is [...]

By blood or brain, sometimes it’s just in you.

Monday, August 18th, 2008

We aren’t all doctors, and if we were, not even they have the answers. Doctors of hearts or doctors of brains, not everything can be diagnosed or cured or even treated. I believe some are born with suicide within, it’s in my blood, it’s in my brain. It’s in my father, my mother and my [...]

I’m Dead Tired

Monday, August 18th, 2008

I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. My life is a complete pile of excruciating boredom. I always claim that suicide would not be part of my thinking. I’ve always thought that it is simply a stupid, pointless, self-depreciating thought. But then I started realizing how stupid and pointless my life itself is. [...]

Life is a gift for anyone who can afford to live it

Monday, August 18th, 2008

I am 22yo, I guess I always battled with suicide. I was unfortunately born into a poor and under achieving family. I on the other hand was praised since very young for having a superior intellect. I was given the label of GIFTED child. Not that this was a good thing because it really wasnt. [...]

Still here

Saturday, August 16th, 2008

People talk about suicide a lot, at least the ones who are depressed and wanting to end their lives. It’s like your brain comes up with this solution to reality and that’s it. The other solutions just seem like too much work. I mean if I were a normal chap, I’d go to school, learn [...]

I did it….I hope you don’t.

Friday, August 15th, 2008

I am 14 today, August 15, 2008. Last year, I tried to kill myself. My life was hell. No one ever payed attention to me. No one like me. I was mad fun of for being a bisexual. I was kicked, cut, hit, thrown out of parties, almost drowned. I was abused. I tried everyday [...]