I’m an alcoholic.I’ve been telling myself for half my life that I must stop drinking.I’ve been to a phsyciatrist,i’ve been to AA I’ve moved out of home and succeed to stop drinking but lost my wife doing so.I’m drinking now.I’m a very nice person.I hate life.I hate having loved ones because I know the pain [...]

Today is a day to talk about something people don’t talk about often enough.
When I attempted suicide I was staying in my mom’s basement, temporarily, and I decided it was the final move. I was very depressed, and I didn’t talk about it at all (except to thousands of anonymous faces on the Internet). [...]

Who has seen “The Dark Knight” ? Latley I feel I have been acting like the Joker. Out of no where for reasons I don’t understand I am more grim than ever and having suicidal thoughts. Silly little insane thoughts. If I killed myself:
I would use rainbow colors and glitter on my noose and [...]

I always told myself that suicide is the most selfish act one can do. Well, I guess I never experienced pain as I am now and have since the end of September. I have tried so many times to understand why I am in the situation I am in. I have been [...]

I have mostly Major/Clinical Depression, however last year I had
a full-blown Maniac 10 month period that ended with me being
put in jail for 6 months (it was obvious to me and a few Psychs
that there was no crimal intent in what I did) however the police
officer booked me for 2 felonies…
So, at age 25 I [...]

im not quite sure why i am writing on this page, nor do i care weather it helps anyone, i guess i just need to vent. I have had severe depression since age 10. I tried to jump off my thereipist’s balcony at age 10. I do admit my mind was in a shitty [...]

I’m still “considering my options”, but I’m pretty sure its time to step out of this life and move on to whatever lies ahead.
I’m not sure I’m depressed. I don’t like that word. I’m just finished with this project that was my life. I took some wrong turns and can’t get it back on [...]

I am an eighteen year old american soldier……My father was a soldier and is very proud of the fact I am. My mother is proud of it also…..
Yet everyday I feel as if nothing matters. [...]

1990 when I was in labor with my daughter I died for 15 minutes on the table as they tried to save her and then me. It was the most encrediable feeling. No pain, no worry, nothing. I stood next to the table with my hand on my head watching the doctors shout at each [...]