Archive for November, 2008

thank you

Sunday, November 30th, 2008

I’m not sure why it feels better to know other people feel the same. But it does. I feel so alone so much of the time. I have people in my life that I know would be more than happy to listen to me talk of my depression, but I don’t feel like [...]

I feel your pain

Thursday, November 27th, 2008

you hide behind a mask, i hide too. ive been hiding for years. my depression and anxiety is more so now after my husband of 20 years died. i feel so alone. my family doesnt seem to understand why im so depressed. i hear things like get over it, or it will pass. [...]

I hide behind a mask

Wednesday, November 26th, 2008

Let me see. Where do I begin?
Well..I’ve been reading some of the posts here recently. Different backgrounds, different problems, different experiences both yound and old.
But it comes down to the same exact thing that I am feeling and have always been feeling since I was very young. Depression, anixety and the dark impeding [...]

My Boyfriend And His Mates

Wednesday, November 26th, 2008

I had a boyfriend and when I asked to see him he would always cancell it and say hed arenged to go out wiht mates . It annoyed me but I trusted him . Then one day a friend told me hed been cheating on me with her sister . I was annoyed so much [...]

* No More*

Monday, November 24th, 2008

Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you’d
see.
Just let me end it all for I’ll be happy in the end, I’ll
finally be free.
Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending
battle.
No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I’d finally
be through with it all.
You just don’t seem to [...]

This is a good one

Monday, November 24th, 2008

I havent dont it yet but i JUST thought of it and im gonna cuz im sick of feeling depression and i thought i should share it for the ppl who want 2 do suicide without cutting themself todeath or something like that well get a big pill and empty most of it then get [...]

can’t

Saturday, November 22nd, 2008

I can’t do it. This world is devoid of love. I have been too betrayed by those who swore to love me. The only love that is real is on the other side. I just can’t do it any longer. Best of luck to you all. — Suz

i feel better

Friday, November 21st, 2008

i feel better now, but i still have a pain, i know what i must do now, i must become a superhero. that way if i die it will be for a reason other than my own self pity. i feel so ashamed of my self, i will i was not that way, but i [...]

Helpless

Friday, November 21st, 2008

Helpless was the only word that could truly describe how I felt.
My family never sees the good in me. All we ever do is criticize each other, and trust me- it gets old real fast. no one beats anyone on our family, but sometimes i think it would make things better. the verbal abuse is [...]

I’m done

Friday, November 21st, 2008

I’m pretty much at the point I’m done.
The business we own is failing after two years. And no, not because of the economy but because of issues with our shopping center.
We are pretty close to losing our house. I’ve thought of burning it down but then either way wife and kids [...]