Archive for November, 2008

tired

Thursday, November 20th, 2008

I’m so tired of living. I can’t wait to go home. All my life I’ve been unhappy. Even as a child I was told I was bad, not a good girl, etc.. I never got along with anyone. I was picked on, on playgrounds. I still do not know what I did to anyone except [...]

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Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

its so hard knowing where to start with it all im so close to ending everything and the only thing thats stopping me is my son hed be left without his mum its something that ive clug to for years but im gettin to a point where i just cant do it any more hes [...]

Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

Nobody hears

Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

I am 49,I have had the same difficulty as the “nobody hears” letter before mine.,has the tears stream down my face has I read it. When I tell people about how I’m feeling that I’ve thought about killing myself they become distant. I lost my mother to cancer 1yr ago nov. 13th. A 1 yr [...]

I can’t………..

Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

I can’t take in the excessive stress of studies,the competition, the rat race to go ahead. i want peace in my life.

Will it ever end?

Monday, November 17th, 2008

At 17, most people still view you as a child. At 17, I am still viewed as a child, even though i’ve seen more than any of my friends, even though i’ve wanted to die longer than anyone i know. It started at a really young age i guess, i was about 7 when i [...]

Reaccurance

Sunday, November 16th, 2008

I’m 40 now. My life hasn’t been an easy one. I first tried to commit suicide when I was 12, for what ever reason I did not succeed. However, from that point until I hit 30, I thought about it alot, I even made several more attempts, coming very close twice. I never sought help [...]

Unknown Project

Thursday, November 13th, 2008

There are many reasons I plan to commit suicde. I feel I have become a danger to humanity. I have always been a very angry person. Whether or not I show it to people, there’s always the thought of killing within me. I have always had the ability and the want to kill as many [...]

nobody hears

Thursday, November 13th, 2008

I’m just so lonely. I think I could deal with anything if I just had one person who would listen to me. I feel like everybody has somebody except for me. Whenever my “friends” are upset or sad they come talk to me, but whenever i try to talk to them they don’t listen. I [...]

I just want somebody to want me

Thursday, November 13th, 2008

Im 15 years old my best friend died about 10 months ago from a drunk driver. Ever sense he died iv been going threw depression. My mom try’s and helps me deal with it by taking me to see therapist but it doesn’t help. The girl Im in love with broke up with me and [...]