Comments on: Suicide Thoughts http://suicideproject.org/2008/12/suicide-thoughts/ share your suicide story with others Wed, 23 May 2012 20:29:49 +0000 hourly 1 By: unknowngirl http://suicideproject.org/2008/12/suicide-thoughts/comment-page-1/#comment-32733 unknowngirl Mon, 06 Apr 2009 22:37:56 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/archives/2008/12/25/suicide-thoughts/#comment-32733 i dont know if this will help, im not good with this though i really wanted to help.. im only 22 and have suicidal thoughts myself i lost my mom in a very young age, had a bitchy stepmother (she was our former maid), who married my father fr his money, then planned to get rid of his husbands children,us, (i mean she intended to break my dads relationship with us) dropped out 7 yrs in highschool, got pregnant with twingirls at the early age of 15, their father never met them cause my dad threatened to sue him with statutory rape and he hasnt got the balls to fight nor face his responsibility, i lived in with a guy i never loved only because of financial securities, coz my dad cant help and im not yet through college and in our country, if you are not atleast 2nd year college you cannot find a decent job. he imprison me for 4 years in our so called home, never let me go out and have friends,and everytime i try to leave him he threatens everyone, blackmail me so i have no choice but to go back to him. my dad wanted to help me but my stepmonster doesnt and so he has no choice cause like he said he depends on her cause she takes care of him..( my dad is 72 now and has emphysema) my stepmonster has a boyfriend and they have a daughter and they live with my dad (yes! including her boyfriend!) cause eversince she and my dad get married my dad is sexually incapable so thats his reason oh well.. but she wont let us stay at our dads because for her, me and my sister is kinda out of the family something like that.. i started getting hooked in drugs, cigar and alcohol at the age of 12 got rehabilitated 3 times (1 year is my longest stay) finally after my last rehab, i stopped taking drugs.. there are more but this is all im goin to say for now hihi.. sorry to say all of this i know you were looking for advice but all i said was some stupid stories of mine.. sorry lol..i just wanted to tell you that you are not alone, there are plenty of people who has problem like yours or worst.. and to think im only 22 and what more when i turn 40? i also wanted to be happy and im not giving up.. everything happens for a reason and so they say.. so come on lets enjoy life. God sure has plans for you.. may Godbless you! and please don't think of those stupid things anymore.. i dont know if this will help, im not good with this though i really wanted to help..

im only 22 and have suicidal thoughts myself i lost my mom in a very young age, had a bitchy stepmother (she was our former maid), who married my father fr his money, then planned to get rid of his husbands children,us, (i mean she intended to break my dads relationship with us) dropped out 7 yrs in highschool, got pregnant with twingirls at the early age of 15, their father never met them cause my dad threatened to sue him with statutory rape and he hasnt got the balls to fight nor face his responsibility,

i lived in with a guy i never loved only because of financial securities, coz my dad cant help and im not yet through college and in our country, if you are not atleast 2nd year college you cannot find a decent job. he imprison me for 4 years in our so called home, never let me go out and have friends,and everytime i try to leave him he threatens everyone, blackmail me so i have no choice but to go back to him. my dad wanted to help me but my stepmonster doesnt and so he has no choice cause like he said he depends on her cause she takes care of him..( my dad is 72 now and has emphysema) my stepmonster has a boyfriend and they have a daughter and they live with my dad (yes! including her boyfriend!) cause eversince she and my dad get married my dad is sexually incapable so thats his reason oh well.. but she wont let us stay at our dads because for her, me and my sister is kinda out of the family something like that.. i started getting hooked in drugs, cigar and alcohol at the age of 12 got rehabilitated 3 times (1 year is my longest stay) finally after my last rehab, i stopped taking drugs.. there are more but this is all im goin to say for now hihi..

sorry to say all of this i know you were looking for advice but all i said was some stupid stories of mine.. sorry lol..i just wanted to tell you that you are not alone, there are plenty of people who has problem like yours or worst.. and to think im only 22 and what more when i turn 40? i also wanted to be happy and im not giving up.. everything happens for a reason and so they say.. so come on lets enjoy life. God sure has plans for you.. may Godbless you!

and please don’t think of those stupid things anymore..

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