Archive for January, 2009

Hmm.

Monday, January 26th, 2009

I came across this site and I really like it so far. I have been through so much in my life. I have thought about suicide, but I know now that it is such a bad idea. Firstly, when I was 8 months old, my mum and dad divorced and I have never seen my [...]

Hmm.

Monday, January 26th, 2009

I came across this site and I really like it so far. I have been through so much in my life. I have thought about suicide, but I know now that it is such a bad idea. Firstly, when I was 8 months old, my mum and dad divorced and I have never seen my [...]

To No Reason.

Saturday, January 24th, 2009

I came across your post a couple of hours ago. I have tried to leave you a message, by signing up to this site. To no avail. I have tried all sorts of ways to get hold of you, so that you know that you are not alone. I’d write more, but I don’t know [...]

no reason

Friday, January 23rd, 2009

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it I hate the way i feel. I have no reason to feel this way. I have a better life then most I’m in college and have money for food and clothes. My mom doesn’t hit me anymore she just verbally abuses me. There are a lot [...]

i wonder if she made it

Wednesday, January 21st, 2009

this is in memory of my bestfriend Angel R.I.P i miss u mama we grew up together. from the time i was born untill i was 14, she was two years older than me but we were bestfriends. i loved her like a sister an she loved me more than words could explain.. her mom [...]

My Life

Monday, January 19th, 2009

This is my first and last story here-

Monday, January 19th, 2009

It all started- at least I can remember it starting- back when I was in seventh grade. I say that, mainly because that was when anxiety was my main issue. I was that kid who was afraid of everything that came against rules. Panic attacks were the worst of it- for the most part. I [...]

13 years

Sunday, January 18th, 2009

Yep. I’ve been suicidal since I as 6 years old. Back then I had to deal with it each and every single night. I wanted to commit suidice before I knew what it was. I didn’t know about wrist slitting or ODing. All I knew is that I wanted to die and that we had [...]

just want to be heard

Sunday, January 18th, 2009

I’ve been suicidal for as long as I can remember. I attempted once, took a bunch of sleeping pills. The worst feeling in the world is waking up the next day after attempting suicide and having to deal with your family and the questions. To fully understand this I guess I’ll start from the beginning. [...]

I so needed to write this

Sunday, January 18th, 2009

I think I have been suicidal since…well, my entire life. I’m only 26 but that thought has been with me for as long as I can remember. In my childhood/teens, I didn’t articulate it as ” i want to die”, rather, I daydreamed about dying, being kidnapped by aliens–I just wanted to be gone, forever. [...]