I think I’ve reached the end of my chain. There’s nothing I can do right and I think it’s time to stop trying. I’ve screwed up so bad I just can’t keep thinking that I will make it out this time. School sucks I can’t make friends and no one cares. The teachers make me [...]

That’s it. I just can’t take it anymore. Everyone hates me. There’s not a goddamn thing wrong with me. I’m skinny, I’m somewhat good looking, people laugh at my jokes (yes it [i]IS[/i] at my jokes) and still I’m always the one taking all the shit. I feel like one day I’m going to explode. [...]

I have changed. I am Marcus and I know I need to change but I can’t cus my friends are not understanding and i live two lives where i apere to be a happy outgoing teen at school but when i am by myself all i can think abut is how much i whant to [...]

“There are worst things you can do to the people you love than kill them. No matter how much you think you love somebody, you’ll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.” I’ve decided that dying is not the worst thing that can happen to you. Living…living everyday…with the knowledge, [...]

okhay well this is my side of the story. why would yu want to die for somethinq so stupid and someone who doesn’t even care for you. face life, and think as everthinq in a positive way nothinq bad will happen. ask your self if you really would sacrifice dyinq for someone else. and ask [...]

What the fuck.? I’m so frustrated. i’m so weak and ugly and stupid and…FUCK i can’t stand myself. I hate being trapped in my head. I have a shrink but she doesn’t get it. I haven’t told any of my friends about my… thoughts or whatever. they don’t know me at all. i hate being [...]

I think I may have reached a breaking point. I know I don’t have anything to be depressed about, but I am. IT SUCKS! I hate it, everything, everyone. I was singing terribley morbid poems to my dog. My freakin dog! I don’t think he seemed to mind though, its not like he understood a [...]

I went to counseling like I do every 2 weeks. And we talked, and she said that they can change that I want to kill myself. The fact the I want to kill my self is logical. I have logic. I have a long speech about you die anyways and life doesn’t matter. I told [...]

Sometimes just to write – not to have worry about you knowing who I am helps. I don’t share my struggle…I have tried and not found understanding. Am i walking through a valley of death? I don’t think I am suicidal – but i am depresed and sometimes I just wish I would fall asleep [...]

I know that people always say, “Oh it’ll be okay” and “Oh I’m so sorry”. They say all these things that just don’t help. But when you need it the most, there’s always one person, who’ll actually say something that helps. I’ve lost a lot of things, Family, friends, the love of my life, and [...]