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I, too, overthink

February 16th, 2009 by Crazy C

I can understand the overthinking. I do not know which is worse, the depression or the mania. If I could harvest just a bit of mania to use “in case of emergency”, that would be great. I am so depressed at times I cannot leave my room. I have rationalized higher power away through my overclocked brain. I don’t need preachers to tell me “because the Bible says it’s so”. I don’t need shrinks asking me “how does that make you feel?” I feel like sh*t, get away from me. I need to be fixed, I need to feel normal.

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7 Responses to “I, too, overthink”

  1. ill never b the same Says:
    February 16th, 2009 at 9:41 pm

    I completely understand what you mean when you say you dont want preachers telling you that “this is what the bible say” and the whole shrink saying how does that make you feel. I go through that all the time. I dont care what the bible says, and obviously things make you feel shitty and depressed other wise you wouldn’t have to see one. I have dealt with both of those too, especially when I was in the hospital. if you ever wanna talk, email me at katios1309@yahoo.com

  2. Sirachick Says:
    February 16th, 2009 at 11:49 pm

    Feeling normal is impossible. You’re an over thinker, you can figure out why. (Hint: noone’s normal)

    I am an over-thinker also, and I understand that you figure your way out of needing life, or at least I have.

    You stated no reason why you feel… bad. People can’t help you if they don’t know why. But then, you could be like me an see no reason anyone should want to be alive.

  3. Crazy C Says:
    February 17th, 2009 at 8:57 am

    I feel BAD, As you put it, because I found my mother after suicide and I identified my little bro’s body after a homicide. Those are images and feelings etched in my soul, oh yeah, and I’m bipolar. Those things could make a person feel bad.

  4. Alexis Says:
    February 17th, 2009 at 8:20 pm

    I will not say sorry for you loses as I feel that’s something you also don’t want to here.
    I can say that I want to help you and I mean that with all sincerity. My email is: harber_@yahoo.com
    I haven’t gone through what you have and it sucks cause no one should have to go through that.
    If you ever want to talk, even if its about how much you hate the world or why the sky is blue.
    Feel free to email me

  5. Crazy C Says:
    February 18th, 2009 at 12:09 am

    I tried to email you at harber_@yahoo.com. The emails failed. If your address is speeled wrong or if you have another one, let me know. Sleep well!

  6. redupp Says:
    February 18th, 2009 at 9:39 pm

    we all want to feel normal. me. i just want to feel again

  7. Crazy C Says:
    February 28th, 2009 at 2:56 pm

    My therapist said I’m complicated. My mind is processing things twice as fast as she can, and now I’m complicated. She said it would be better for me to go to a shrink and get medicated. So I shouldn’t think. Fuck it, why think, I can’t feel. If I take their meds, I won’t be able to think. This is all I have, as miserable as it is. Give it up, I might as well be dead. I get closer each night. When I post no more, don’t mourn for me, because I truly feel the dead mourn the living.

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