I know that people always say, “Oh it’ll be okay” and “Oh I’m so sorry”. They say all these things that just don’t help. But when you need it the most, there’s always one person, who’ll actually say something that helps.
I’ve lost a lot of things, Family, friends, the love of my life, and [...]

I have never been good at these things so I will just type what I feel. Alot of people will sit there and say that they want to die, and they are unhappy and they want it to end…I want to die because I hate myself completely, I dispise the fact I am breathing right [...]

Tuesday November 17, 2008
I get home from school, the second I get there all I wanna do is dissapear.
I waited until my mom left for work, to have to house to myself. Once she was gone I lock all the doors leading outside so no one can get in. I go to the bathroom with [...]

i cant even count the number of times ive tidied up my room and prepared to hang myself from the fan. everytime i sware that this is it.. ive gotten as far as just having to kick the stool away from me.. but i just cant do it.. i want to so badly.. i want [...]

I can understand the overthinking. I do not know which is worse, the depression or the mania. If I could harvest just a bit of mania to use “in case of emergency”, that would be great. I am so depressed at times I cannot leave my room. I have rationalized higher power away through my [...]

FIRST OF ALL: IMA LESBIAN. I WAS ADOPTED BEFORE MY BIRTH MOTHER GAVE BIRTH. I WAS BORN IN MEXICO & BROUGHT HERE. WHEN I REACHED MIDDLE SCHOOL MY PARENTS STARTED ABUSING ME [MORE VERBALLY & EMOTIONALLY THEN ANYTHING] & IVE BEEN STRUGGLIN WIT THE FACT THAT I WAS ‘ABANDONED’. I JUS CANT DEAL WIT ME [...]

ok, I am sick of hearing life is what you make it. Then how come whwenever I try and make it better, it just gets worse? I feel like everyday I am losing even more of my life. It’s like it’s slipping away right in front of my eyes. I dont have the strength inside [...]

You think you’ve had just about finished feeling pain. Then someone just puts you in just twice as much pain you just got out of. I was hurting and thought I was going to be okay for I couple of days then someone in my family just stabs me in the back and I’m [...]

i have been feeling like i am barely keeping my head above water. i move through every day trying to convince myself i matter and that my life is worth while. it is so hard for me to get out of bed most days, and i often spend days there, i am soo tired of [...]

i dont know where to start… i have been dealing with depression, stress, anxiety and occasional suicidal thoughts now for years. i never (until recently) talked to anyone about my problems, which i believe was a huge mistake. i feel that this problem i have within myself is hurting not only myself, but those around [...]