I keep “putting one foot in front of the other”, saying the mantras, talking about it, keep on keeping on, railing against the unfairness of it all, being angry, crying, talking about it, writing, talking about how angry I am, being frustrated, talking about how frustrated I am, and being stuck in the same cycle [...]

What happened to my life? Where am i going? Today I’ve faced so much pain during the day, and even more then my dad yelled at me at the end of the day. School is getting harder and harder. Those AP classes that I’ve Singed up for tear me apart. Asked for help from the [...]

Everyone I know thinks I’m a great person but if I could there would be so much that I would change. I have to work ten times harder then the normal person because I have a learning disablity. I also have a tremor which causes me to shake for no reason. There’s several more things [...]

So I’m trying to have a new outlook on life. After recently getting my heartbroken i’m trying to bounce back fast. I’m going to go visit a friend this weekend…I really just need to get out of my home town for a little bit. The one thing that worries me is…everytime i’m doing great something [...]

“Is a hug and three short words, really too much? Or am I loosing him, all I have left? After loosing my mother, my father, and being separated from my sister am I loosing him too? I just don’t think I can take it.”

So I found out the guy I have been with has had a girlfriend for a little over a week. He keeps telling me he doesn’t know why he’s doing what he’s doing. That he’s sorry. He still loves me. He never wanted to hurt me. I just feel….sick to my stomach. Life isn’t fun [...]

“If it makes you happy then why the hell are you so sad?” I ask myself that question everyday, I have a decent life. Nothing horrible by far, and yet I feel like I’m nothing. I’ve spun out of control and I can’t stand myself anymore. I have friends I have family I have a [...]

I can’t take it anymore. It’s the same thing every year at this time. I don’t know why. I feel helpless, lifeless, alone, tired. It’s a terrible cycle. I feel like life is just passing me by. That I am a burden to others. I am completely alone. I have friends, I am quite popular [...]

Okay. First off,I guess I’ll just explain my backstory,so you can see how I got to this point. I was born in Texas,in 1994.When I was six months old,I was adopted by my grandparents,because my real parents never wanted a kid. I grew up as a normal kid,until I was almost 8. That’s when my [...]