Sadness is one of the many things that is written about here, but should this cause (unintentional) physical pain? Sometimes when I do have a good moment and notice all things good, I get this heavy feeling in my chest and it sort of hurts. Its like a small bruise and it makes me feel [...]

I do not know if I can make it past much more. My life = shit. People just use me. Is that all I will ever be good for? That is what it seems like right now. People are telling me that I need to hold on. Hold on to what? My life is nothing. [...]

I keep “putting one foot in front of the other”, saying the mantras, talking about it, keep on keeping on, railing against the unfairness of it all, being angry, crying, talking about it, writing, talking about how angry I am, being frustrated, talking about how frustrated I am, and being stuck in the same cycle [...]

What happened to my life? Where am i going? Today I’ve faced so much pain during the day, and even more then my dad yelled at me at the end of the day. School is getting harder and harder. Those AP classes that I’ve Singed up for tear me apart. Asked for help from [...]

I have been able to keep my crush a serect till today. In 7th period one kid yelled it out in frount of the class. I really thought C.C. would keep it quite. I guess not. I told my friend Vincent. I guess I can trust him no more. The same thing happened last [...]

Everyone I know thinks I’m a great person but if I could there would be so much that I would change. I have to work ten times harder then the normal person because I have a learning disablity. I also have a tremor which causes me to shake for no reason. There’s several more things [...]

So I’m trying to have a new outlook on life. After recently getting my heartbroken i’m trying to bounce back fast. I’m going to go visit a friend this weekend…I really just need to get out of my home town for a little bit. The one thing that worries me is…everytime i’m doing great something [...]

I skipped the cutting. People would start to notice. I would act like nothing was wrong. I should not have done that. One night it was only my brother and me home. It was the right time, the right time to kill myself. I made sure my brother was upstairs. I got out a butcher [...]

“Is a hug and three short words, really too much? Or am I loosing him, all I have left? After loosing my mother, my father, and being separated from my sister am I loosing him too? I just don’t think I can take it.”