March 29th, 2009 by connor
I don’t want to kill myself. But I don’t want to be alive. I just want something to happen. Anything. I could freeze to death. Just walk outside and wait. Here in Alaska it would be a matter of minutes. But I don’t want to kill myself. I want it to be by a freak coincidence.

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March 29th, 2009 at 11:12 pm
I completely understand. I don’t want to die, but I also don’t want to kill myself. I just want something to happen to me that would be no one’s fault. I guess it’s too much to ask for, though.
March 30th, 2009 at 4:40 pm
i completly understand.. sometimes i wish i could die some random way…
like a random murderer
or drowning in the tub
or the house burning down with me stuck in it
or dying from a big wound [blood loss]
idk.. just ANYTHING that people wouldnt look down on me for…
March 31st, 2009 at 10:02 am
yeah..can someone just stab me up?it would be better..
March 31st, 2009 at 7:16 pm
Ya thats obviously the best way