Archive for April, 2009

ughh

Thursday, April 30th, 2009

ok i know this sounds cheesy but i want a guy, not any guy i want a guy who will like know how i’m feeling because it kills me that i can fake happiness so well, and people either believe me or just don’t care. High school is a horrible place to find a boy [...]

my life isnt so bad so why do i feel like this?

Thursday, April 30th, 2009

im not a bad person why does nobody treat me with respect, the only thing i ever do is try and help people and i get hurt for it im failing in college and i cant catch up im realy not in the mood for living right now maybe the next lifetime
people dont seem to [...]

my life

Thursday, April 30th, 2009

im sorry but i really dnt have neone to talk to nemore. since 2001 ive had serious thoughts of suicide. My life really sucks… when i was three my grandfather decided to molest me and then when my elder brother hit puberty he decided to rape and molest me for almost 5 years. i accidentally [...]

What am i gonna do?

Thursday, April 30th, 2009

I am not sure if I wish to stay alive any longer, once I had freinds, but they are all gone now.
I am never together with someone I am always alone, but there also is another reason for me to die.
I does for some reason want to se what comes after live, what happens, if [...]

Self-hate

Wednesday, April 29th, 2009

OK, so probably most of you know I’m depressed and suicidal and stuff. But here’s something I haven’t told you yet (I believe). I hate myself. Emotionally and physically. From what I know, someone who hates themselves is called: self-hate. Although, I’m not really sure if that’s the true definition. Anyway, so I hate myself. [...]

Lost

Wednesday, April 29th, 2009

I have been depressed for almost 2 years now. I told my aunt that I was depressed about 1 year ago. The reason why I’m depressed will take me to long to explain, so if your wondering why, check the post that says: “Wishing, Waiting, Dieing”. Anyway, she took me to see a consular a [...]

Wednesday, April 29th, 2009

can anyone help me.   I took an overdose a few months ago and wish I had died.  I keep thinking about killing myself and then give myself more time hoping it will all be ok soon.
My husband got the sack from his job through something really stupid and he wrote a statement admitting it (foolishly) [...]

my story

Tuesday, April 28th, 2009

Throughtout my life I have faced many chalenges. A year ago on this Friday, May 1, I was raped by my best friend. I talked to my mom’s ex-boyfriend about it and he seemed very compassionate and willing to help me with my recent misfortune. I trusted him greatly, so I decided to spend 2 [...]

FML

Monday, April 27th, 2009

How would you feel if you’ve been depressed for four years, everyone you have cared about dumped you?Then you decided to write it all out, in an autobiography. The someone stole it, read it, and sent it to people in your school? I want to die, even if she’s taking them blame, those were my private, personal thoughts, [...]

Scary Dreams

Monday, April 27th, 2009

Have you ever dreamt that you know someone who tries to kill themselfs. And it’s really scary because you don’t know if it’s going to come true. I woke up this morning with that nightmare and don’t know what to do. I’m afraid that I’m going to get that call or finding that I’m the [...]