Comments on: I have everything to live for, but I really really want to die http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/ share your suicide story with others Wed, 23 May 2012 21:36:32 +0000 hourly 1 By: Pauly http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/comment-page-1/#comment-33606 Pauly Thu, 21 May 2009 16:04:56 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=806#comment-33606 As Hug-o says, you can heal your heart, your body and your brain and depression is an illness which requires help from you, a therapist, a psychologist, herbals, medication, the right food., friends, talking .. sometimes all of the above and sometimes as little as changing your diet to the right choices for your brain. Please do not despair. You are writing here to see if you can stop the negative thoughts in your brain and you can. You are writing here to ask for help and you do need help. Thanks for asking and giving yourself a chance. You really do deserve it. You would be depriving the world of your life gem that sparkles and makes a difference in others lives. Even a beautiful smile and laughter can have a ripple effect to light the world. Your suicide ripple will make a broad sweep and may harm so many more then you may realize and hurt hearts and in return other's fragile brains, hearts and bodies ! Take the right path and heal yourself, please. Get help. I look back and am so very glad I asked for it! I chose life. As Hug-o says, you can heal your heart, your body and your brain and depression is an illness which requires help from you, a therapist, a psychologist, herbals, medication, the right food., friends, talking .. sometimes all of the above and sometimes as little as changing your diet to the right choices for your brain.

Please do not despair. You are writing here to see if you can stop the negative thoughts in your brain and you can. You are writing here to ask for help and you do need help. Thanks for asking and giving yourself a chance. You really do deserve it.

You would be depriving the world of your life gem that sparkles and makes a difference in others lives. Even a beautiful smile and laughter can have a ripple effect to light the world. Your suicide ripple will make a broad sweep and may harm so many more then you may realize and hurt hearts and in return other’s fragile brains, hearts and bodies !

Take the right path and heal yourself, please. Get help. I look back and am so very glad I asked for it! I chose life.

]]> By: Hugo http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/comment-page-1/#comment-33152 Hugo Thu, 30 Apr 2009 07:40:59 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=806#comment-33152 Hi there, I ve read your painful story. I think you really suffer from depression. Even it is hard to believe after suffering it for months and maybe years, it can be cured. But pills are not enough, it is a trauma to suffer from depression and it has to be taken care of too. Maybe some wrong experience from early years, (I know old story but it has its consequences) and even you are adult now some old neural pathways are strongly wired no matter how old or how intelligent you are. Dont put down yourself because you have all nice atributes you mentioned in the beginning of your story, depression is pretty shitty thing to suffer. I wish you all the best! Hug-o Hi there, I ve read your painful story. I think you really suffer from depression. Even it is hard to believe after suffering it for months and maybe years, it can be cured. But pills are not enough, it is a trauma to suffer from depression and it has to be taken care of too. Maybe some wrong experience from early years, (I know old story but it has its consequences) and even you are adult now some old neural pathways are strongly wired no matter how old or how intelligent you are. Dont put down yourself because you have all nice atributes you mentioned in the beginning of your story, depression is pretty shitty thing to suffer. I wish you all the best! Hug-o

]]> By: missesMask http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/comment-page-1/#comment-32960 missesMask Wed, 22 Apr 2009 00:46:08 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=806#comment-32960 Hello there. I hear you man. I feel that pain. I have had release at my fingertips so many times too. Please read my posting on April 21, 2009 titled: To all on this Site, This is for you. I think it could help you. Until then, please know that in the scheme of the universe, it mattern not who loves you and who does not. The ONLY thing that really matters, the KEY to life itself, is to learn to love yourself, no matter what. All you truly have posession of in this life is yourself. Physically and spiritually. Take care of it all. You weren't just some random accident of biology. Millions of sperm cells and trillions of possible combinations of DNA scrambed through and nature SELECTED upon you. Yes you. There has never been a YOU in all the history of humanity and there will never be another YOU. So, please take care of YOU. I think you're a jewel :) Hello there.

I hear you man. I feel that pain. I have had release at my fingertips so many times too.

Please read my posting on April 21, 2009 titled: To all on this Site, This is for you. I think it could help you.

Until then, please know that in the scheme of the universe, it mattern not who loves you and who does not. The ONLY thing that really matters, the KEY to life itself, is to learn to love yourself, no matter what.

All you truly have posession of in this life is yourself. Physically and spiritually. Take care of it all. You weren’t just some random accident of biology. Millions of sperm cells and trillions of possible combinations of DNA scrambed through and nature SELECTED upon you. Yes you. There has never been a YOU in all the history of humanity and there will never be another YOU. So, please take care of YOU. I think you’re a jewel :)

]]> By: Jamie http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/comment-page-1/#comment-32937 Jamie Tue, 21 Apr 2009 03:44:50 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=806#comment-32937 There is always a reason to live. Since you believe in God then i will say this God has a reason for putting you through things. If he didn't think you could handle it then he wouldn't let you go through it. There is a reason for everything even though you may not know what that reason is. God does and he will reveal it in his own time. So you just have to be patient and i know that sucks. I'm probably the least patient person ever but when it comes to things that happen and i don't know why i give it to God and say "God please just take this pain away and let me breathe. I know you have a reason for me to feel like this. I just pray that you will give me the strength to bear it." and everytime i say this not the same way but it always works. Because God loves us and doesn't want us to suffer. Just ask his help that's all you have to do. if you would like some one to talk to about anything just e-mail me at jlynne009@yahoo.com just please don't take your life. There are so many people i'm sure who would miss you so much. There is always a reason to live. Since you believe in God then i will say this God has a reason for putting you through things. If he didn’t think you could handle it then he wouldn’t let you go through it. There is a reason for everything even though you may not know what that reason is. God does and he will reveal it in his own time. So you just have to be patient and i know that sucks. I’m probably the least patient person ever but when it comes to things that happen and i don’t know why i give it to God and say “God please just take this pain away and let me breathe. I know you have a reason for me to feel like this. I just pray that you will give me the strength to bear it.” and everytime i say this not the same way but it always works. Because God loves us and doesn’t want us to suffer. Just ask his help that’s all you have to do.

if you would like some one to talk to about anything just e-mail me at jlynne009@yahoo.com just please don’t take your life. There are so many people i’m sure who would miss you so much.

]]> By: afleury http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/comment-page-1/#comment-32926 afleury Mon, 20 Apr 2009 18:11:41 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=806#comment-32926 I had a husband just passed away recently. He talked exactly like yours. Life is torturing. I did help him with alot of bible scripture and seemed help him. I believe in God and I believe God has a good porpuse to create us. Did you read alot of christian books. I think there is a battlefield in your mind. One of Joyce Mayer book "Battle field in your mind" seems very good book to read for people who depress. I have alot of depress friends so if you want to talk to me just write me email arinta_fleury70@yahoo.com. I am a christian! I had a husband just passed away recently. He talked exactly like yours. Life is torturing. I did help him with alot of bible scripture and seemed help him. I believe in God and I believe God has a good porpuse to create us. Did you read alot of christian books. I think there is a battlefield in your mind. One of Joyce Mayer book “Battle field in your mind” seems very good book to read for people who depress. I have alot of depress friends so if you want to talk to me just write me email arinta_fleury70@yahoo.com. I am a christian!

]]> By: Sirachick http://suicideproject.org/2009/04/i-have-everything-to-live-for-but-i-really-really-want-to-die/comment-page-1/#comment-32907 Sirachick Mon, 20 Apr 2009 01:56:31 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=806#comment-32907 I don't believe in god, but other than that sounds about right. I'm the story right b4 yours. You wanna talk, I have e-mail (sirachick@hotmail.com) and aim (sirachick) I don’t believe in god, but other than that sounds about right. I’m the story right b4 yours. You wanna talk, I have e-mail (sirachick@hotmail.com) and aim (sirachick)

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