I’ve been seeing a shrink at school. She wants to put me on meds for my depression in addition to therapy. It’s a specialized therapy though. Its to change the way I think and percieve things in order to change my life. Depression is my comfort zone. It’s home; where I hide, where I am [...]

I tried to kill myself two days ago by slitting my wrists but apparently it didn’t work. I dont know what to do anymore…Hes gone, he left and all i ever did was love him. I loved him with all my heart….All i want is for him to be happy….All i want is for him [...]

I want to die because I am a fool. I have nothing called life because I am a fool. Because of my clumsiness no one ever loves me. I have no friends. I dont even think of girlfriends. I have been staying with my uncle and his family since first grade and over the years [...]

In 1998, I decided I no longer wished to live…all because of some man who I loved who did not love me back. I think a part of me wanted to live and just wanted to cry out for help. The reason I say this is because I was on the phone talking with a [...]

from this website, http://www.medrx-one.com/index.php?p=search would I have to purchase and take to ensure the end of my own life. Come on you assholes, I know you all want me dead.  Me too.  So let’s make everyone happy, shall we? ‘sides, I ain’t payin’ no taxes to some ignorant spade.  I WOULD rather die.

Of one of the drugs available on this website, http://www.medrx-one.com/index.php?p=search would I have to take to ensure the end of my own life.  Preferably painless – there’s been enough pain.

It’s been 6 years of an undiagnosed, untreated progressive depression. The Stages: Stage one just started with deep thinking. What we all go through, what is life worth? who loves me? what would the world be like if i’m dead, etc. Stage two became mind over matter. This is the point beyond sadness. Cutting never [...]

I don’t know really why I’m writing this. Perhaps because I suffer so much in my loneliness and boredom, that I just have to do something, to write about what i feel, to make a confession, that will bring me at least temporary relief.  I do realize that it’s absurd. Going through all this trouble to [...]

Took about 20 iron pills around 11:00pm yesterday from all the crap my parents put me through. I thought I would die in my sleep. Until I found out today I will die a slow death when I woke up today and researched it . I’m transitioning from stage one to 2 soon. It would take [...]

OK, so I’ve been depressed and stuff. My other post was “Wishing, Waiting, Dieing………” . Anyway, if you’ve already read that. Then you’ll understand this one alot more (probably). So, I’ve been really confused these past few weeks (besides depressed, suicidal, ect). First, I’m a lesbian and I have a girlfriend. But I’m not sure [...]