Archive for April, 2009

Wishing, Waiting, Dying……

Saturday, April 25th, 2009

It all started a year and a half ago when I came home from school to find out that my mother had died from an drug overdose earlier that morning. Being a daughter of an former alcoholic father and drug addict mother, I’ve had some hard times. From neglect to some form of abuse. From [...]

Quick.

Friday, April 24th, 2009

I will make this quick because I’m preparing to die any minute. I’ve become so fed up with the world—with all the people who said they’d be there for me when I needed them. I’ve fought with depression for years and its finally got the better of me. I sit here writing this feeling myself [...]

Hopeless:

Friday, April 24th, 2009

Everyday I wake up, upset at the new day. I hate school and I sometimes don’t care much so I sleep through class. I’m 16 and in 10th grade, and I know I shouldn’t worry about it, but I fear i’ll never find love. Everybody goes around claiming they are in love, but it turns [...]

Why bother, it never gets better.

Friday, April 24th, 2009

Every time I get a real good feeling about the right woman, I get shot down. Its always been “Your nothing”, ”You don’t deserve her”, and such. And i’m really ready to just end my life. There’s no point in love or my life, im sick and tired of amounting to nothing. Being nothing is all I’ve ever been [...]

HELP!!!

Friday, April 24th, 2009

My name is Kayla and im 16 years old….All my life i have gotten nothing but made fun of and humiliated. I feel like nothing matters anymore and i just want to die, i’m tired of feeling nothing but pain…its like im being tortured everyday just by being alive. No one cares about me and [...]

I Don’t Know How to Feel

Friday, April 24th, 2009

Everything is falling apart and I don’t know what to do. My family is being torn apart and I can’t stop it. All I wanted was to have a family that loves each other and doesn’t fight. Every once in awhile is okay but not this. Then I found out me dad has bleeding ulsers [...]

Where are you love?

Thursday, April 23rd, 2009

Ever since my mom died when i was 14 i’ve been depressed. I was a momma’s girl, i slept in the  bed with her till i was 12. Alot of things happened to me as a child. My father left when i was 3 and I was molested by a friend of the family when i [...]

Went downhill pretty much right after High School

Thursday, April 23rd, 2009

I was a pretty popular man in High School.  Most people seemed to know and like me.  But, 3 years after in a month, I’ve gone nowhere.  No job, no school.  I’m an aspiring writer but don’t know how that’s gonna work out.  I guess the saying’s maybe somewhat true after all that the popular [...]

What has happened to me?

Thursday, April 23rd, 2009

I am a 39 year old female, who has worked hard my whole life and up till a few years ago could not have been prouder of where I was, and how far I had came. I have never been in trouble with the law, and have been with my husband for over 20 years, [...]

My love

Thursday, April 23rd, 2009

I suppose I’ll start with a little about me. I am 18 years old, am about 6ft tall and weigh roughly 260 lbs (FAT). Lately I have been having serious thoughts of suicide. I have been wondering whether or not it would just be better for me to kill myself. It feels like most of [...]