Archive for April, 2009
Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
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Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
y dos it mater win you Wake up to bitings until you are 17? y shod Iny one Keir
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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
In September my mum took her own life, she brought me up as a single teenage mum and made my life as amazing as she possibly could. She went back to school, achieved a business degree and got a great job helping small nurseries improve their business and the standard of child care. She was [...]
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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
I’ve been depressed and suicidal for many years. My desire to accomplish some of the goals that I have in life is the only thing that is keeping me alive. Experiencing a peaceful death is one of the goals that I have. It is a privilege that very few people that are suicidal get to [...]
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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
I read. I read the stories. I see. I see your problems. You feel the pain for someone dieing, or getting abused. Loving someone that doesn’t love you back. Loving the devil them self? You don’t die, not yet, you’re scarred. Scarred of reactions. Pain. GOD. Most of you are scarred of GOD! The other [...]
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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
First I want to thank everyone for their replies to my 3 prior posts. Thank your for your time and concern, we are all loving, worthy beings who are joined by our pain and plight to regain our joy! This is part of a conversation I had with a dear friend of mine, who was [...]
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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
Oh god. I hate myself. I hate myself and everyone and everything around me. Where do I start? My issues started when my mum and identical twin died in my old American habitat. I was 5. Then my dad made us move to England, where I started school. I never fitted in. I was always [...]
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Monday, April 20th, 2009
have you been taken advantage of by every person youve met have you been nice followed the rules and yet , still gotten in stupid trouble all of the time have you been physically abused as a child on a daily basis but lied to afterwards the police would come too often after you [...]
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Monday, April 20th, 2009
Because I’m not the one that wants to end my life. My Girlfriend just called me 20 minutes ago and said she was getting ready to jump off a local bridge thats about 120 ft high. She hasnt picked up the phone since that call. I only hope she was bluffing, but she has brought [...]
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Monday, April 20th, 2009
I met my husband 8-years ago, online, in a most conceivable place. My need to get away from the reality that surrounded my life led me into an unknown abyss inside the virtual world, that continues till today. I never asked for an ideal living but the constant fights between my parents were a bit [...]
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