Archive for June, 2009

I don’t even know why i’m here…

Tuesday, June 30th, 2009

I don’t feel comfortable talking about my life, even behind a veil of anonymity. Not yet any way, But after a long road i’m now living with my Girlfriend, going on 2 weeks now. We’ve been together 10 months. 10 months of only seeing each other every other weekend, so its a nice change. I [...]

last papercut

Tuesday, June 30th, 2009

Too deep to hurt, yet too painful to ignore, i try to forget, but there’s blood on my floor. screaming inside, but mouth swollen into a smile, i sing a song, cause i know I’ll be here awhile. it stings and it burns, like fire among us, but don’t worry at all, i won’t make [...]

help.

Tuesday, June 30th, 2009

my close friend nick has recently ODed on prescription drugs. he first told me that he thought it would help his headache if he took a few extra, but that was before i found out he did it on purpose. usually nick is full of energy sure, but he also has an addiction to burning [...]

Monday, June 29th, 2009

Thursday I ODed. It’s now Monday and I still feel like shit. My parents think it’s some kind of “bug” or something. I just let them think that. I want to tell them so maybe I can get some help… But I can’t bring myself to it. Maybe I should have gone to the hospital. [...]

tryin to find a new way to cope….help!

Monday, June 29th, 2009

im new to this so its probly going to be a hue rant. so much has happened and its so hard to talk about. i dont know how this is going to go but …… ill start by saying my name is kyle im 25 and live in DE. i guess the core of my [...]

fuck it

Monday, June 29th, 2009

you cant just fucking sit around for one god dam day and just feeling sorry for your self for a little bit no not with out someone bitching at you saying its your own fault your life is shity and that one person who says it is some stupid bitch who could give a fuck [...]

i know i have posted this before… but i want to help you.

Monday, June 29th, 2009

i have posted this before… but i want to help.  if you are truely thinking about suicide please read this… it will only take a second and you can go on from there… hello, i am here today to tell you about my site… you see, i grew up in a family where my mom [...]

i have no idea what im supposed to put here…. if youre reading this you already know whats going on.

Monday, June 29th, 2009

might as well share my story… this is gonna be rambling and probably not very cohesive, fyi. ive commented on a lot of other posts on this site. i go on here multiple times a day, to check and see whats new here. my goal in life is to help people. specifically, keep depressed people [...]

ranting

Sunday, June 28th, 2009

How absolutely sick is it that I find comfort and safety on a site that people tell you about how they want to die? Oh now you are probably thinking to yourself, well it’s probably because you need to know that there are others like you. Yes that’s right I have a logical mind. I [...]

cadys story

Sunday, June 28th, 2009

i have posted this before, but i really think this is the perfect site to help people on… so here we go. hello, i am here today to tell you about my site… you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad [...]