Comments on: I fear the end is near

By: Sai Chan

Sai Chan — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 10:37:38 +0000

molly,
If you don’t eat, your body mechanism will break down the bone to get the calcium needed to supply the basic need to your blood streams to keep the heart pumping. Accompanied with anaemia, your heart will palpitate and your mind not thinking right.
Although the abundant protein in beef will increases work load to the already weak stomache to digest, you are indeed in need of strength right away. Go out and get the full load of beef burgers. But no coffee!!
Don’t forget green vegetables. Without the folic acids abundant in it, your emotions will be pissed. The yeast in beer will help too, but the side effects will damage your liver and kidney’s function, may worsen your case.
Seek help if needed. Don’t bother of how they think, but what you need.
Enjoy your meals!

By: molly

molly — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 22:48:27 +0000

hiya my name is molly i suffer from depretion i took loads of pills a couple of days ago den rolled up and prayed to god dat i dont wake up!!!
ive been doig it for about a week now! i hate the feeling of it!! den seen as the pills didnt work i started to drink!! i got pissed 4 nites in a row!! den i try not to eat!! but i just get worse i cant talk to any1 cuz theyll just laugh or put me in a hostpital?? im really scared!! i dont get it cuz last year my frend was suisidal and i helped er but i cant help myself!! i also start to slit my rists!! i feel like im not well in the head but i dunno?? id hate if any1 was feeling the pain i am this minute!! like i soppose if i havent doe it yet there must be a part of me dat wants to stay alive!! i dunno………. ;-( x x x x mail me if u want we can hav a chat id like to talk to some1 hu is feeling the same?? x xx

By: hauntingyou

hauntingyou — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 22:24:19 +0000

I’m not completely sure what to say………. Um………well, first of all I think you need to let go. Wait I cannot say that, because I haven’t even let go of my own problems yet. Shit. Um………..well………all I can think of at the moment is that………….now I cannot remember. Sorry, I’m kinda out of it today.

Sorry I couldn’t help.

By: Struggling To Survive

Struggling To Survive — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 03:55:32 +0000

Dear Rod:

Do you have a therapist or counselor? If not, consider getting one — it sounds like you’re overwhelmed trying to manage a ton of emotional and physical pain.

If your current therapist can’t help you, find one that you can work with. This is not the time to be the strong, silent type.

Also, some pain medications can have the side effect of increasing depression. I would strongly suggest talking with your doctor about this.

Since your brother committed suicide, it sounds like it might be hereditary in your family. But you don’t have to follow him on this one! You did everything you could to save him, including flying across country and living with him.

Now it’s time to save yourself.

Try and get help to manage all of your pain — there are specialists who work on alleviating chronic pain.

Regarding your wife, can you go to couples counseling with her, if she is willing. It sounds like you still have feeings for her, and maybe things can be mended.

Your life is not over — you still have options — seek out the options. You’re a big, muscular guy on the outside — so use your big, spiritual “muscles.”

Plus you still have grandchildren whom you could see grow up.

Remember, one day at a time, one problem at a time.

Many blessings for a lessening of pain.

Cordially,
Struggling To Survive (been there)

By: Sai Chan

Sai Chan — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 00:08:58 +0000

Rod, please read my post.
http://suicideproject.org/archives/2009/07/20/bipolar-disorder-and-schizophrenia/

You have to learn letting go. Things irreversible are the past. Expect no more from others, not from your wife, not even your children but yourself. The first thing to do is to exercise. Stretch your tendons and your aching points, so the blood can flow.
Then you can be well enough to search for the reasons causing you that bad, and you’ll know how to stop it from worsening.
Since your brothers are pretty much the same situation as yours, I suspect it to be the cause of your mother’s tomb. DNA matters much. It may be submerged in water or casket collapsed or something like that. There are some tell-tale signs as follows: your temples are bulging, or always being hit at the right hand side of the rear wheel, a hurting right foot, or scarring right face or right forehead.

By: patrick

patrick — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 20:39:41 +0000

Hi, idk if you want to but I’d love to talk to you if you’d like, I’m not saying it to say it, really mean it, ok? Email: youngjoh@grinnell.edu