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I Hate Myself, I want to Die

July 27th, 2009 by Me and myself alone

I hate myself, I want to die

No one understands, no one cares

This world would be a better place,

If only I didn’t exist

The pain never stops,

The darkness is closing in

I close my eyes and hope they never open again

I want to scream,

All this rage inside

I wish I had a gun,

To end all this craziness inside in my head

I am so alone,

 So Much emptiness inside

Why can’t anyone here me?

Because nobody cares.

All these tears keep falling,

I wonder how theres any left

My heart is beating so fast,

I feel like it’s slowly breaking

Why can’t it just stop?

To take one last final breath in this world,

Would bring such peace inside

Why is no no one listening?

Can’t you you see I am slowly dying each day?

My world is full of black

And no one cares

Better off dead than be alive

Just need to find away to escape

A gun, a gun, a gun!

Is as all I need

I’ll shot myself in the heart,

The final end!!!!!!!!!!

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2 Responses to “I Hate Myself, I want to Die”

  1. Struggling To Survive Says:
    July 28th, 2009 at 9:46 pm

    Dear Friend: You are overwhelmed by classic symptoms of depression — anxiety, despair, everything looking negative, anger, frustration –

    Have a little mercy on yourself. If no one else is listening, listen to yourself.

    Your deeper, wiser self is telling you that you need to get help. Have you contacted a therapist — or a counselor — or a friend? Or a family member, if you have a sympathetic family member?

    Also beware of thinking that any form of suicide is the final end. Lots of times all kinds of suicide methods fail, and people are left alive and badly injured — and still feeling depressed — that’s a bummer!

    Preserve your body’s health and try to get help for your ailing mind, which is waiting for you to take care of it.

    Everyone who gets a bad depression thinks the world would be a better place without them — but it’s the (temporarily) depressed brain talking — not reality.

    You wouldn’t shoot yourself because one foot was broken — you’d go to the emergency room, right? So don’t use a gun because your brain is (temporarily) dark — search until you get a good therapist and some meds that work.

    Be kind to yourself, and the craziness in your brain will gradually calm down.

    Cordially,
    Struggling to Survive (been there)

  2. Aleshya Says:
    August 6th, 2009 at 2:36 am

    Listen to Struggling to Survive, he/she understands completely.

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