Archive for July, 2009

Dear Hero.

Sunday, July 26th, 2009

Dear Hero,
Maybe I’m not nearly as important as I was a few months ago. I may not be at the top of your priority list, or even in the back of your head. But I want you to know I admire you more than anyone in this entire world. And I’m more proud of you [...]

The most hated person ever….

Saturday, July 25th, 2009

It’s obvious I am hated by everyone, they just don’t say it. I really wish they would just tell me that they hate me instead of pretending. I mean, who would want to spend their time hearing some stupid retard bitch about her life? I don’t know what to do. I’m always tired, but now [...]

Dead in the Water

Saturday, July 25th, 2009

My dad’s job makes us move around alot and i’ve finally had enough, I can’t take losing all my friends over and over again. I started cutting a while bck, after my grandad ahd died, and sme teachers noticed it and put me into counciling which helped for a while but then a teacher who was [...]

So confused and mental :[

Saturday, July 25th, 2009

I was at the hospital the past couple of weeks & I’m so scared.  I’m 18 and I’ve been homeless since Jan., I weigh 70 lbs & I’m barely alive.  Everytime my brain tumor goes away, Humphrey (yes I named it) comes back & I’m so sick of hospitals & life.  Then they said I was [...]

I can’t tell if it’s a beginning or an end, hm.

Saturday, July 25th, 2009

She told me to get the rant out. Say all things that you keep telling yourself over and over quietly. Half of them, you won’t even mean or believe. Then talk to her. My mom. That’s all I ever want to do is sit down and talk to her. Have a conversation. In the past [...]

talk

Saturday, July 25th, 2009

Thank you for the replies sent to me to tell you a bit more about me i will,
when i was 4 years old I was hit by a car the driver worked for the goverment and he was driving drunk when he hit me with his car i went 20 feet at the time in [...]

I wish I was Dead Now

Saturday, July 25th, 2009

1/ I have nothing to look forward to anymore in my life as over my life time I have been fisically motioal vrebally abused sexually because of all this abuse that I have been through i can’t sllep well without having nightmares of the abuse i have also spent time in prison where I was [...]

theres a way out of all this…

Friday, July 24th, 2009

To all whom seem depressed,annoyed about life and many occasions due to failure I can tell you right now that God is the way out of it.Sure you might laugh at first or you may not but trust me it is.I can’t say  thats how I came out of it because I did’nt.Though I can [...]

Advise?

Friday, July 24th, 2009

I have a very hard decision that could either make or break my life. So in the beginning of the year our guidance counselr came and told us to come and make an appointment with her if we ever needed to. So one day I wanted to meet her, and I also knew that I [...]

Terrified

Friday, July 24th, 2009

I’m going to be camping for the next month or so. I’m excited, and terrified. I’m excited because I get to see my only friend for the first time in months. And I get to meet other kids from other countries. But I’m terrified because of my anxiety, sleeping issues, fears, and problems. I’m afraid [...]