Archive for July, 2009

My Story

Friday, July 24th, 2009

I am a twelve year old girl who has been put through shit in the past few years. I’m not sure where the problem began, but I’m trying my best to find out. I think it started last August, when my “friend” Shelby and I tried cutting ourselves with sticks. She did it for attention, [...]

I want to die!

Friday, July 24th, 2009

Im about 13, ive been cutting my self ever sence i was 10. im deeply depressed, everyone hates me, no one loves me for who i am, people dont look at me for what i am, but what i have done, i have been beaten when i was little, ive lost over 50 pounds in [...]

My Story.

Thursday, July 23rd, 2009

I don’t know what to do anymore. I used to have all the world laying at my feet, and I could pick whatever direction I chose. My life held so much promise, and now it is decaying around me. In the past two years I’ve been beaten by my parents, taken by CPS, thrown into [...]

So tired and yet I cannot sleep.

Thursday, July 23rd, 2009

Well, it’s 2:08 at night and I’m still awake. I’ve been in bed for 3 hours. I hate it when I’m so tired but I cannot sleep. I can never turn my mind off. I’ve never been able too. It drives me nuts. With my mind racing from thought to thought to thought………….it’s frustrating. Although, [...]

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

Dear Suicide Project, FML.  I want to kill myself, but my fear of eternal damnation in hell keeps me from doing so.  Would someone kindly shove a knife through my heart. XOXO’s Cory

Fear

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

As some of you may know, I was raped and abused by my cousin. I hate the fact that my family still has us see each other. And, I always have to choose between: A: Not going to where ever we’re going as a family and miss out. Which also means not seeing my younger brother or [...]

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

i dont really know why i’m doing this. i really want someone to help me i guess. i’m turning to everyone i know and theyre just leaving me. this is the only way i can talk to someone. and i realize that most of the stuff that has happened to me is not as severe as [...]

Love?

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

Ok, so life hasn’t been so great lately. So there’s this girl who said she loved me a few days ago, and I LOVED her for months and months and watched her get boy-friend after boy-friend while I’m almost certian she knew I was in love with her, so I was basically nothing to her [...]

Anxiety and fear

Tuesday, July 21st, 2009

I have horrible anxiety. I’m not completely sure why. But it’s controlling my life. Or rather it affects my life. Greatly. Anyways, the reason why I’m so anxious all the time is because I was abused, raped, and neglected as a child. Even though, technically speaking, I still am a child (I’m 13). The neglect had ended 3 years ago. [...]

Ready to die

Tuesday, July 21st, 2009

I’m glad there is a forum like this that I can relate to. I have a wife and 3 kids and I am 30 years old. I’ve been thinking of suicide for years now and over the past few months have gotten past this weird barrier that I had before. I was so cautious and [...]