Archive for July, 2009

my precious men and women, we fragile little things

Monday, July 20th, 2009

Dear Friends, I want to tell you that I love you. I love you all so much. If you think I’m talking to you, I am. If you think I’m not talking to you, I am. I am not fazed by the mistakes you’ve made, the errors you’ve dealt, the selfish or humiliating or hopeless [...]

Hey

Monday, July 20th, 2009

Heya, if your feeling low and just want someone to talk to, feel free to add me on msn, my email is Ryan@carterhome.co.uk :’)

I deserve to be extinguished

Monday, July 20th, 2009

it’s evident because I am 30 years old and still live with my parents..  even though I am a female, that doesn’t make it any better…  I have been diagnosed as bipolar 2 and I am on social security..  That makes me a complete and utter leech on life’s resources..  I hear the eugenecists want [...]

A Poem I wrote to: Life

Monday, July 20th, 2009

  To: Life     i wept gently at the sound of her call i always favored that wide eyed grin the time they said is now at hand time for her rest to finally begin suffering no more, for her at least letting go all the pain and heartache i’ll stay with her til the [...]

I fear the end is near

Monday, July 20th, 2009

my name is Rod, i am suicidal..i am diagnosed depression..i am crying as i write this..i am in so much pain..not just emotionaly but physical as well…i want to tell my story but i feel no one will care anyway..i guess i came here to find hope and all i really find is people either [...]

if you wanna end your life read this

Monday, July 20th, 2009

i have thought long and hard about the option and finally figured out a way to do it whilst not letting anyone know i killed myself, im going to get a job get my bike license buy a fast machine and go into the back of a truck as fucking fast as i can full [...]

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Monday, July 20th, 2009

I’m 17 to start off with. My parents are divorced and my mom remarried. I am depressed. I don’t really “cut” or anything. Though, I don’t stop from letting an accident happen if it would hurt and make it bleed out. I could most of the time, but I just don’t. I kind of just [...]

Sunday, July 19th, 2009

hi there I’m 28yrs old and don’t know what to do anymore i have 4 kids which at the moment i don’t like I’ve been told that due to depression which Ive suffered for years since being a kid all i want to do is end all this for me and them as i know [...]

Life and questions

Sunday, July 19th, 2009

im 16 my name is jeff, i am depressed and dont know why, my mom and dad got a divorce when i was 5 and i live with my mom, i am a christian, i hav a fairly good relationship with both of my parents, i’m actually not a bad looking kid, but i havent [...]

Its always darkest before the dawn right? Where did the fucking Sun go?

Sunday, July 19th, 2009

Well it’s been an interesting time in my life. I’ve spent almost 2 months of it in a mental hospital separated with a girlfriend of almost 3 years, mother of my third son who will be 2 tomorrow.  Started a relationship with another woman who I have to say, I love dearly.  I just don’t [...]