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		<title>By: prayin4myoldself</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34812</link>
		<dc:creator>prayin4myoldself</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2009 14:47:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Ive been used before twice and it was hell i cried for three days str8 and on the last day there was no mo tears but i found pleasur in rubber bands
Just have about twenty on ur wrist pull back as far as they go and release
It hurts but so does heart break
I kno how u feel and jon ur a helluva guy ur nice and sweet and i wish i knew all of u so i culd help even bettr but i dont im sorry that the gurl was such a biotch by usen u
Just all i can say is cry till nothin is left
Just wait for death it will come wen it is needd if u need me im here
Missjazzy1995@bellsouth.net
Idku but so what ily god bless us both</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Ive been used before twice and it was hell i cried for three days str8 and on the last day there was no mo tears but i found pleasur in rubber bands<br />
Just have about twenty on ur wrist pull back as far as they go and release<br />
It hurts but so does heart break<br />
I kno how u feel and jon ur a helluva guy ur nice and sweet and i wish i knew all of u so i culd help even bettr but i dont im sorry that the gurl was such a biotch by usen u<br />
Just all i can say is cry till nothin is left<br />
Just wait for death it will come wen it is needd if u need me im here<br />
<a href="mailto:Missjazzy1995@bellsouth.net">Missjazzy1995@bellsouth.net</a><br />
Idku but so what ily god bless us both</p>
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		<title>By: aleshya</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34802</link>
		<dc:creator>aleshya</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2009 08:39:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>yo love sux somtimes, and somtimes u can&#039;t help who u fall in love with. it feels impossible but try to shut her out little by little. Try to find her flaws and it&#039;ll help dislike her. I know you probbaly don&#039;t want to do that either but if ur gonna get outta this alive u may have to, if you wanna talk, email me. aleshya.starry.girl@hotmail.co.jp i no it hurts...but that girl is usin u.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>yo love sux somtimes, and somtimes u can&#8217;t help who u fall in love with. it feels impossible but try to shut her out little by little. Try to find her flaws and it&#8217;ll help dislike her. I know you probbaly don&#8217;t want to do that either but if ur gonna get outta this alive u may have to, if you wanna talk, email me. <a href="mailto:aleshya.starry.girl@hotmail.co.jp">aleshya.starry.girl@hotmail.co.jp</a> i no it hurts&#8230;but that girl is usin u.</p>
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		<title>By: Jon</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34697</link>
		<dc:creator>Jon</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 18:24:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I know it&#039;s a big task... and it&#039;s probably even impossible at the moment. You don&#039;t need to forget her even. I&#039;d just worry for you if you kept on being treated that way by her, when you love her so much. For you, it has to be best to stop yourself being used in such a way. It&#039;s so incredibly unfair for you. 

You&#039;re a really loving guy, and a romantic. Believe me, there are better people out there, girls who will share in your feelings, rather than ignore them. And you don&#039;t need to settle for anything less than that.

When the time comes, I&#039;ll write my problems in a post, but I&#039;m not as troubled as I used to be. Life is relatively good to me lately, and despite times like these, I&#039;m happy. And when I&#039;m not happy, I have my ways of dealing. But at some point, I think I will write, and I&#039;ll make sure to tell you if you&#039;re here.

I&#039;m really glad the site has helped you neeraj.. I sincerely do, and any time you have any worries, I&#039;d like you to be able to tell someone. And if you want that someone to be somebody here, me or anybody else, then I&#039;d like you to always be able to find them. I&#039;ll be here to listen.

You&#039;re always welcome. And thanks for posting, it was great to meet you, and I hope we can stay in contact. I&#039;d very much like that too.

Best wishes, and I look forward to talk to you soon.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I know it&#8217;s a big task&#8230; and it&#8217;s probably even impossible at the moment. You don&#8217;t need to forget her even. I&#8217;d just worry for you if you kept on being treated that way by her, when you love her so much. For you, it has to be best to stop yourself being used in such a way. It&#8217;s so incredibly unfair for you. </p>
<p>You&#8217;re a really loving guy, and a romantic. Believe me, there are better people out there, girls who will share in your feelings, rather than ignore them. And you don&#8217;t need to settle for anything less than that.</p>
<p>When the time comes, I&#8217;ll write my problems in a post, but I&#8217;m not as troubled as I used to be. Life is relatively good to me lately, and despite times like these, I&#8217;m happy. And when I&#8217;m not happy, I have my ways of dealing. But at some point, I think I will write, and I&#8217;ll make sure to tell you if you&#8217;re here.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m really glad the site has helped you neeraj.. I sincerely do, and any time you have any worries, I&#8217;d like you to be able to tell someone. And if you want that someone to be somebody here, me or anybody else, then I&#8217;d like you to always be able to find them. I&#8217;ll be here to listen.</p>
<p>You&#8217;re always welcome. And thanks for posting, it was great to meet you, and I hope we can stay in contact. I&#8217;d very much like that too.</p>
<p>Best wishes, and I look forward to talk to you soon.</p>
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		<title>By: neeraj</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34696</link>
		<dc:creator>neeraj</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 11:48:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>ur my first friend online and i feel so blessed that ive got such a nice friend .2day u saved me from taking a wrong step ur a saviour may happines fill up ur life .my dear friend lets be each others power and il always be there for u ,but still for me forgeting that girl is a big task...buddy u 2 can share anything with me il always be there. I 2  would like 2 b in ur contact jon and i think its time for u and me to defeat the sorrows,, lets do it buudy thank u ce ya soon and take care.pls share ur problem with me</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>ur my first friend online and i feel so blessed that ive got such a nice friend .2day u saved me from taking a wrong step ur a saviour may happines fill up ur life .my dear friend lets be each others power and il always be there for u ,but still for me forgeting that girl is a big task&#8230;buddy u 2 can share anything with me il always be there. I 2  would like 2 b in ur contact jon and i think its time for u and me to defeat the sorrows,, lets do it buudy thank u ce ya soon and take care.pls share ur problem with me</p>
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		<title>By: Jon</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34692</link>
		<dc:creator>Jon</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 10:00:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Wish I was there to reply when you were around neeraj.

The more you tell me about this girl, the worse she sounds. That can&#039;t stop you loving her however, and I understand. The loyalty throughout struggle is what makes a lasting relationship. I&#039;m just sorry she has other ideas, and that is heartbreaking.

My heart is broken this moment. I don&#039;t like to have to tell of my own problems when this is your post, but mine is too. It hurts an incredible amount, and I actually wonder how I can move on.

Maybe I won&#039;t have to. Maybe things will go back to the way they where, and we&#039;ll just be the stronger for the experience. But maybe I&#039;ll have to take it.

At the moment? I&#039;m taking one day at a time. I wake up every day, upset, but I live my life all the same. It&#039;s not being strong. Or anything like that. I don&#039;t know what it is, so don&#039;t think you&#039;re weak. 

For me personally, I think it&#039;s the fact that I can&#039;t go back to the darkness I&#039;ve been in for most of my life. I can&#039;t just sleep the days away, waiting for the pain, or at the least the time, to pass over me.

I&#039;m sorry again for having to tell you my story. But I hope it at least helped a bit, I thought it was the best way.

But neeraj... if you feel like ending your life is the only option, as a friend, I just hope you can wait a few days. To truly think, not only why you want to do this, but how and when. I wouldn&#039;t want you to have to be hurt.

I&#039;d like to talk to you further, I really would, not even as someone to give you advice, just as someone who can listen to you. And maybe, even understand.

Because I really do care for you neeraj, and worry about you. You are a friend, and I only care about what&#039;s best for you.

Don&#039;t worry how it effects anybody else. It&#039;s only about you.

Hope to talk to you soon. Keep in touch.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Wish I was there to reply when you were around neeraj.</p>
<p>The more you tell me about this girl, the worse she sounds. That can&#8217;t stop you loving her however, and I understand. The loyalty throughout struggle is what makes a lasting relationship. I&#8217;m just sorry she has other ideas, and that is heartbreaking.</p>
<p>My heart is broken this moment. I don&#8217;t like to have to tell of my own problems when this is your post, but mine is too. It hurts an incredible amount, and I actually wonder how I can move on.</p>
<p>Maybe I won&#8217;t have to. Maybe things will go back to the way they where, and we&#8217;ll just be the stronger for the experience. But maybe I&#8217;ll have to take it.</p>
<p>At the moment? I&#8217;m taking one day at a time. I wake up every day, upset, but I live my life all the same. It&#8217;s not being strong. Or anything like that. I don&#8217;t know what it is, so don&#8217;t think you&#8217;re weak. </p>
<p>For me personally, I think it&#8217;s the fact that I can&#8217;t go back to the darkness I&#8217;ve been in for most of my life. I can&#8217;t just sleep the days away, waiting for the pain, or at the least the time, to pass over me.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m sorry again for having to tell you my story. But I hope it at least helped a bit, I thought it was the best way.</p>
<p>But neeraj&#8230; if you feel like ending your life is the only option, as a friend, I just hope you can wait a few days. To truly think, not only why you want to do this, but how and when. I wouldn&#8217;t want you to have to be hurt.</p>
<p>I&#8217;d like to talk to you further, I really would, not even as someone to give you advice, just as someone who can listen to you. And maybe, even understand.</p>
<p>Because I really do care for you neeraj, and worry about you. You are a friend, and I only care about what&#8217;s best for you.</p>
<p>Don&#8217;t worry how it effects anybody else. It&#8217;s only about you.</p>
<p>Hope to talk to you soon. Keep in touch.</p>
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		<title>By: neeraj</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34691</link>
		<dc:creator>neeraj</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 09:20:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>hello neeru..
              I read ur story...its really bad wat ever happened with u...but im really sad 2 know dat 4 a gal who betrayed u,broke ur heart.who doesnt love u at all n after wat all happened still hurts u.... u want to kill ur self 4 her.
U didnt even once think abt ur family,ur parents.who luv u so much n care 4 u.ur mother who gave u birth,u will leave her for a gal who doesnt even care 4 ur feelings.
neeraj i think u should moov on.I know it is easier said tha done,but still...u cant just kill ur slf.u might think dat all ur sorrws will get over by finishing ur life but before taking any step just think abt ur parents who will also DIE with u.... JUST THINK NEERAJ...
GOD GIVES US LIFE ONLY ONCE.DONT WASTE IT LIKE THIS.....U deserve more than crying 4 dat gal....
throw her out of ur life n moov on..
there are many more things in life 4 u to see than crying 4 dat gallll.....</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>hello neeru..<br />
              I read ur story&#8230;its really bad wat ever happened with u&#8230;but im really sad 2 know dat 4 a gal who betrayed u,broke ur heart.who doesnt love u at all n after wat all happened still hurts u&#8230;. u want to kill ur self 4 her.<br />
U didnt even once think abt ur family,ur parents.who luv u so much n care 4 u.ur mother who gave u birth,u will leave her for a gal who doesnt even care 4 ur feelings.<br />
neeraj i think u should moov on.I know it is easier said tha done,but still&#8230;u cant just kill ur slf.u might think dat all ur sorrws will get over by finishing ur life but before taking any step just think abt ur parents who will also DIE with u&#8230;. JUST THINK NEERAJ&#8230;<br />
GOD GIVES US LIFE ONLY ONCE.DONT WASTE IT LIKE THIS&#8230;..U deserve more than crying 4 dat gal&#8230;.<br />
throw her out of ur life n moov on..<br />
there are many more things in life 4 u to see than crying 4 dat gallll&#8230;..</p>
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		<title>By: Smilegoddammit</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34687</link>
		<dc:creator>Smilegoddammit</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 07:07:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>you seem like such a sweet heart. 
Ill never under stand why or how the heart breakers always find the nice people...

but trust me, your not the only one that&#039;s waited all night and day for a phone call that didnt come.

or that loved someone so much they couldnt let them go, even though that person was killing them slowly..

you deserve better. i can tell just by reading this that you deserve so much better than what youve been givin.

Message me bro. Even if you just wanna tell me to piss off.  If you need to talk to someone, im a good listener.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>you seem like such a sweet heart.<br />
Ill never under stand why or how the heart breakers always find the nice people&#8230;</p>
<p>but trust me, your not the only one that&#8217;s waited all night and day for a phone call that didnt come.</p>
<p>or that loved someone so much they couldnt let them go, even though that person was killing them slowly..</p>
<p>you deserve better. i can tell just by reading this that you deserve so much better than what youve been givin.</p>
<p>Message me bro. Even if you just wanna tell me to piss off.  If you need to talk to someone, im a good listener.</p>
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		<title>By: neeraj</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34682</link>
		<dc:creator>neeraj</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 03:25:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>thanks Jon ,at least it makes me belive that some1 cares even if he does not knows me.but ive nothing left n my life for which i should live she was so close to my heart and she broke it so many time ,if there was god he would have saved me but he did not ,whenever she was in pain i always stood besides her .she was my 1st love ,she used to hang up my phone call for hours to talk2 those chaps .se used to keep on hold n start talking 2 them ,but iused 2 wait wait and wait .one night she toldme she will call .i waited till 5 in the morning but se dint .after talking to those chaps when i used 2 call she would talk for 15 mins n than say that shes sleepy and used to hang up , i used to get up early in the morning walk kilometers to go and meet her .where that boy to used to go for tutions she used 2 talk 2 me but would stare in his eyes but i still loved her she made me cry she made me belive that im a loser ,how can god be on there side when they r so cruel .since day 1 when i loved her i dint look up at ny other girl .than why did she do that. 2day i want 2 kill my self jon. the money which i had saved since such a long time to give her a nice birthday gift is know being used by me to buy medicines to kill my self.right know iv 20 tablets  with me and i want finish this story .at last il pray to god that even when im gone she stays happy my blessings r with her no matter if she took my life away from me ..and my new friend jon may god give u all the happines which he never gave me ,,,dnt ever let some 1 break ur heart ,thanks buudy...</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>thanks Jon ,at least it makes me belive that some1 cares even if he does not knows me.but ive nothing left n my life for which i should live she was so close to my heart and she broke it so many time ,if there was god he would have saved me but he did not ,whenever she was in pain i always stood besides her .she was my 1st love ,she used to hang up my phone call for hours to talk2 those chaps .se used to keep on hold n start talking 2 them ,but iused 2 wait wait and wait .one night she toldme she will call .i waited till 5 in the morning but se dint .after talking to those chaps when i used 2 call she would talk for 15 mins n than say that shes sleepy and used to hang up , i used to get up early in the morning walk kilometers to go and meet her .where that boy to used to go for tutions she used 2 talk 2 me but would stare in his eyes but i still loved her she made me cry she made me belive that im a loser ,how can god be on there side when they r so cruel .since day 1 when i loved her i dint look up at ny other girl .than why did she do that. 2day i want 2 kill my self jon. the money which i had saved since such a long time to give her a nice birthday gift is know being used by me to buy medicines to kill my self.right know iv 20 tablets  with me and i want finish this story .at last il pray to god that even when im gone she stays happy my blessings r with her no matter if she took my life away from me ..and my new friend jon may god give u all the happines which he never gave me ,,,dnt ever let some 1 break ur heart ,thanks buudy&#8230;</p>
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		<title>By: Jon</title>
		<link>http://suicideproject.org/2009/07/pls-help/comment-page-1/#comment-34673</link>
		<dc:creator>Jon</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 10 Jul 2009 22:33:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I&#039;m sorry.

That sounds horrible, to be lead on like that. I wish I knew what made people act that way, but I simply don&#039;t.

I know you don&#039;t want to really lose her, even though she&#039;s acted so awfully, and abused your trust, but I don&#039;t think it&#039;s doing you any good hanging on. You know that, too.

But it must be difficult. And letting go must still be hard, you love her. You love her enough to stay loyal even after she did such horrid things, and that says a lot about the size of your heart. She&#039;s lucky to have you. I don&#039;t think she knows that.

Do you have any friends you can talk to? Anyone who isn&#039;t this girl, that you trust?

It just sounds like you need someone sane to talk to at the moment. If you don&#039;t have anybody, I&#039;m here, as are others. 

You sound like a really loving person, and it&#039;s not fair that you&#039;ve been treated this way. There are so many more people more deserving of your love than her. People who won&#039;t take advantage of you when you place your heart in their hands.

Try and rest up, alright?. It sounds like you&#039;ve had a horrible few days. 

And I hope to hear from you soon.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m sorry.</p>
<p>That sounds horrible, to be lead on like that. I wish I knew what made people act that way, but I simply don&#8217;t.</p>
<p>I know you don&#8217;t want to really lose her, even though she&#8217;s acted so awfully, and abused your trust, but I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s doing you any good hanging on. You know that, too.</p>
<p>But it must be difficult. And letting go must still be hard, you love her. You love her enough to stay loyal even after she did such horrid things, and that says a lot about the size of your heart. She&#8217;s lucky to have you. I don&#8217;t think she knows that.</p>
<p>Do you have any friends you can talk to? Anyone who isn&#8217;t this girl, that you trust?</p>
<p>It just sounds like you need someone sane to talk to at the moment. If you don&#8217;t have anybody, I&#8217;m here, as are others. </p>
<p>You sound like a really loving person, and it&#8217;s not fair that you&#8217;ve been treated this way. There are so many more people more deserving of your love than her. People who won&#8217;t take advantage of you when you place your heart in their hands.</p>
<p>Try and rest up, alright?. It sounds like you&#8217;ve had a horrible few days. </p>
<p>And I hope to hear from you soon.</p>
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