Talk? Anyone?
September 5th, 2009 by MadmaxI don’t know what I feel anymore. I’m incredibly pissed off and so depressed. I want to just die because everything that happens to me in life is always so frustrating. Just now I lost all of my poetry and storys i wrote due to a virus on my computer days ago. It only just hit me that its all GONE! I wanna just bust out in tears right now. (That stuff is really important to me) It had all of my feelings capured in a way pepole would understand. Another thing is the girl i was in love with is 1300 miles away frome me now, and the girl I wanna move onto likes another guy and makes me feel like shit when he is around. I want to find a girl so bad because I don’t know what the future holds for me. (Or if I wanna see the future) I have a problem of making a moutian out of a molehill. At times when I’m depressed I cut myself and I think about jumping off a building. I went to a ward 2 times and they found nothing wrong with me, just depression. My fucking mom sent me cause she “cares”. It did nothing but make me really want to die. I really would like to talk to somebody. My AIM is “Madmaxzy15″, if anybody got to me that would really make me feel better. I can feel the tears coming and all i want right now is just someone that would talk to me..
September 5th, 2009 at 5:41 pm
I really don’t know to say other than try to stay strong and things will get better. Use your frustrations to write new poetry and stories and give yourself time to enjoy your own company before desperatly looking for a new girl friend. I too have cut my self and had suicidal thoughts but please try, look at the world, it’s too beautiful to leave. And your mom really does care, she’s probably just scared and confused and doesn’t know how to help you.
I really wish that I could have been more help but I’d just like you to know that I’m thinking of you and hoping that things get better soon.
x
September 5th, 2009 at 7:50 pm
im available to talk if you want to talk
my aim is “fizzle7993″
September 6th, 2009 at 1:22 am
hi there im galvin. nd ive been told i can make people feel better. so i want to use my power for people who need it. so if you want to talk about someone, my email is: fredrox28@ymail.com. btw, im not a stalker.
September 6th, 2009 at 1:28 am
btw, i meant to write something not someone. just to let u know
September 6th, 2009 at 3:00 am
I know how it feels when it seems like evrything even the little stuff that happens everyday pushes you to breaking point, trust me my parrents own a restraunt, it’s VERY frustrating, every day.
Idk on any advice to give to you, maybe keep on releasing your frustartion onto paper? I get frustrated alot and the thing that unfrustrates me is going out to eat with someone. Sorry Im not too big on advice.
Umm… I don really have an aim account, so you can email me elhombreosopuerco@yahoo.com
Or if you really want to talk (619)335-3539
but I start school soon so after 3:00(western time) would be nice.
Sorry if I’m not much help, well, best of luck :]
September 6th, 2009 at 10:47 pm
Jasmine,
You SHOULD NOT publish your phone number for all to see. You have now idea who you are speaking to on here or any other site. You need to be more careful. I don’t mean to sound harsh, but I am seriously on your side here. The internet is dangerous and for all you know, you are communicating with a 30 or 40 year-old person. Please be more careful!
September 6th, 2009 at 11:43 pm
hey….you can talk to me….my email is simply.vintage@yahoo.com and thats my yahoo messanger….ill download aim just to talk to you
September 7th, 2009 at 2:11 am
all you need is God
http://suicideproject.org/?p=3837
September 10th, 2009 at 12:03 am
what I’ve found best is to divorce myself from any poetry i write or pictures i paint once i’m finished. This reduces any stress if I ever lose any of them or they are criticized. We are communal creatures. so my advice might go unused, but honestly, this world isn’t about fun, and you need to make your own decisions about life. Don’t do things you don’t want to do unless they are necessary to eat and sleep (which I’d assume you’d want to do purely from a biological and instinctive sense). Be safe. Life is a complicated subject and not something to be thrown away until you completely understand it.
September 10th, 2009 at 8:33 pm
Oh darlin, if I could only have a face to face conversation with you.
Things in life are hard, specially at your age. I was there. I’m 18 so I’m still going through it… I just watched a movie called Boy Interrupted last night and I cried my eyes out… he was such a good looking guy, and he ended his life… it really tore me apart… because it’s just not worth it…
You are talking about problems that are difficult at the time, but to simple compared to other peoples problems… I think you just focus on negitivity so much you dont tell yourself “this is nothing” or “I’m okay”… you focus on every thing bad.
Please dont do anything stupid, I beg you hun<3 take care
October 28th, 2009 at 4:19 pm
we can talk ?..
if you want
cassiesmith7@live.ca