Archive for September, 2009

It Doesn’t Make Sense

Friday, September 11th, 2009

How is it that couples can be so freaking happy while I’m all alone? I see everyone with someone else. And they’re so happy. And they don’t even care that I’m not. I sound like I’m 13 going through teen angst, I know, but this is ridiculous. I’ll never find love, I know that. I’ve [...]

It’s been 5 months now…

Thursday, September 10th, 2009

Since she left me for an older man. I should be able to get over her a lot faster than I am, but I’m not. And really I just need someone to talk to. So I’m begging anyone out there around my age (19) to email me and just talk/listen. I need someone who knows [...]

PANIC PANIC PANIC

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

I suffer from pain attcaks, although i have not had one for quite a long time, i quite often feel shakey and un easy. i really feel very very vunrable and scared.   I just want this to end.   I feel like i have lost everything, like i have nothing. I feel like everyone [...]

What’s the best way to put away with myself?

Monday, September 7th, 2009

I really don’t know why I should live and suffer? My life is hoepless. People say we shouldn’t kill ourselves cause the ones who love us would be sad, but I don’t need to worry about that, I’ve got no family, I don’t have any friends, and I’ve never been in love. I’m sure nobody [...]

i’d really love to help

Monday, September 7th, 2009

hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]

Talk? Anyone?

Saturday, September 5th, 2009

I don’t know what I feel anymore. I’m incredibly pissed off and so depressed. I want to just die because everything that happens to me in life is always so frustrating. Just now I lost all of my poetry and storys i wrote due to a virus on my computer days ago. It only just [...]

How to end something that never began?

Thursday, September 3rd, 2009

Why does it feel like my life is a horrible joke? One big fat joke. That is all I will ever be. I hate this alot. I have little to no friends. School life was a big mess from start to finish. It seems like when ever I am noticed in this world its only [...]

Please help.

Thursday, September 3rd, 2009

I’ve been thinking of just ending my life. Most of you that are reading this probaly wonder why..Well I’ll tell you. You’ve probaly have heard of “Love”, well have you ever felt it? It’s a painful feeling, yet its a wonderful feeling. Love can strike many emotions: depressed, anger, but love is different for different [...]

Someone help me

Thursday, September 3rd, 2009

Okay, so I’m starting a new thread because I was hijacking someone elses with my problems and that’s not fair at all, I feel really bad about doing that. I’m sorry. I basically wrote my story in a comment so I’ll just paste it here and explain a little more. Such a long story.. I [...]

I probably can take it… I just don’t want to

Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009

I am a shy eighteen year old girl, and have been a victim of bullying for the past nine years. It first started when I was in the 5th grade and had moved to a new school.  I was allocated a new friend to help me find my feet, but instead I had someone who [...]