Archive for September, 2009

killing myself

Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009

i have had three attempts. !. od on vicodin, got sick, pain for over a week following, think i did permanent liver damage 2. od on ativan/ambien, friend called 911, transport to hospital, don’t remember much, forced to drink charcoal, hospitalized in mental ward 3. strangulation, friend found me, cut tube off my neck, damaged [...]

Afraid to live a full life

Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009

I’m 26 with 3 suicide attempts, multiple self-cut scars and medication. It all started in 2000, at that time I realized that there simply was no future for me in this society because of the way I see life and responsibility, i just knew that I couldn’t be happy. I felt so bad in my [...]

i’d really love to help

Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009

hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]

Financial Loss Causes Much Grief

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

After a few months I grew tired of feeling sorry for myself so I started developing a website to help myself keep busy in my spare time, but to also inform others of the dangers of spending money foolishly without thinking. Econochristian.com is my website. As you can see, I somehow discovered a path to religion when all of humanity seemed to have failed me. I guess this happens quite often, but it does help to rely on a religion with many followers to help you get back on your feet.

I just want this hell to end

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

Firstly, if anyone’s going to spout rubbish about god being my saviour, don’t waste your breath…..i’m not into all that. Where do I start? Guess it was about 4 or so years ago that I started getting hugely depressed when my grandfather died. He was taken into hospital after falling seriously ill (we still don’t know [...]

Second time

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

so. this is my second time posting something here. i had a panic attack last night. and drove 30 minutes away to my family’s cottage where i then spent the night. the whole way there i was driving at at least 85 mph. there were a few times where i actually almost went off the [...]

physical, not emotional

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

why are there no stories here from people who are physically sick? I have MS.. I’m in pain all the time. On a good day I live at a 7 out of a 10 on the pain scale. Lately I’m getting worse. I hit a 9 most days. I know a 9 because i cry [...]

Daddy Gone… Forever.

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

I was 13 years old and about to finish up my 7th grade year. It was March 10, 2004 when my life changed forever. It was in the evening after dinner when my ma got the call. My sister was on the other line, sobbing and very hard to understand. She told her what had [...]

connect with aussies suiciders

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

I would love to cht online with other ppl from my area for support.  is there anyone on here from Australia?