This is the first Halloween of my life I spend alone. No friends, no girl…just me. Alone.
I fear for Thanksgiving. And Christmas. How will all of these holidays work out? Personally, I just can’t wait for the new year. A new year is a new beginning, I hope.
Someone email me. I’m not suicidal…I guess…but I’m [...]

I’ve never had a lot of friends, but I’m more alone now than I have ever been.  I lost my best friend a few months ago because I got angry again and said some horrible things, only this time she didn’t forgive me.   She was the closest thing I have ever had to a girlfriend.  [...]

I can’t, I can’t, I can’t. I can’t get over my damn depression.
Help me, Help me, Help me. I whisper in the dark.  If there are angels, then where are they?    I’m trapped in this hell, even though its all in my mind, its my reality.   I can’t sleep.  I don’t wanna get out of [...]

Well its kinda hard to express my depression and how it affects my life . I so mad that I messed up my life with drugs and cold hearted people who could careless if you rolled over and never came back.Iam unemployed right now, so that doesn’t make it any better, I have a three [...]

If u dont know what is happenin 2 me just read the post Help Me! But i have got a really fucked up choice 2 make. I have missed school because i am depressed….but not just a few days, months at a time. I lied and made it sound like i had IBS, but now [...]

oh what i wouldn’t do to have the courage to get the hell out of this hell hole world….. i hate my life,the struggle, the selfpity, self hatered,the guilt of my past,the fear of the future.
its a cold wet day in ireland as i write this..i just left my lovely girlfriend in bed & came [...]

I am drowning in my feelings. Little insults feel like punches to my chest. I obsess over everything until I end up having a panic attack. I am being dragged down by my negative feelings. How do I just let this go? How do I have a carefree attitude about some things? Why do I [...]

hey everyone.
i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.
there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.
the only way things fall away [...]

I sometimes wonder what it all for. Life that is. It’s so simple when your a kid and then in one moment it all changes. And part of you wants things to go back and be the way they were. But another part of you says that things can never be the same. That life [...]

So, it all started like… 6-7 years ago. I was 8 or 9 and it was winter. I lived with my mom, my dad and my sister Hillary. We had decided to go on a family sledding adventure to the park, whoopie. So things in my family we’re…. okay. My father loved my mother and [...]