On August 16, 2009, I recieved
a phone call early in the morning
that my brother shot himself.
I jumped out of the bed and went over his house. The scenero is a terrible feeling that i wish no one
will have to experience. I even had to identify his body. Since he
passed away my life have been
distorted with pain. I had also
planned to kill myself because
he was a major part of my life and now since he is gone i no longer
have a best friend or big brother.
We use to take our kids to the
circus and parks and now i am
taking them alone. Someone
told me if i committed suicide
my brother will be hurt because
I only thought about hurting
myself after trying to cope with
his death. Throughout time i
have learned that suicide is
not the way to go. My brother’s
death caused me to have
suicide thoughts and
heartaches. Suicide kills the
people that loves you.
I am doing better now and if anyone n
need to talk i am here to listen.

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