I am a mother of 2. I’ve been told that I am a bad mom because i make my children listen. My son ran up a 400 dollar phone bill and my mother said I was bad because I was and am making him pay me the money back by working off the money (sweeping [...]

I don’t have much to lose. I don’t see how I can gain anything I need While stuck in this body. My needs/desires are tearing me apart. I can’t handle seeing all the happy people holding hands with their significant others while I am still alone. I feel like a man who has been lost [...]

For some reason, today that is all I can think about, that STP song Dead and Bloated.  Im not entirely sure why, today has been better than most.  I got more tattoo work done today, that is what I do instead of cutting myself, that and heavily self medicate.   I feel like I have something [...]

I am so relieved to have a place to pour out the feelings. I have been feeling VERY suicidal for a couple weeks. Sunday I half-assed tried by taking a bunch of my husband xanax, drinking some wine, and taking a bath. I really hoped I’d fall asleep and drown but it didn’t work. In [...]

I am a 25 year old guy living in California. I’ve had suicidal thoughts for as long as I can remember. As time goes on, the thoughts have increased in frequency. I feel like I’m trapped… Like there is no way out. There are a lot of people in the world that would like my [...]

First off, i am not doin this because i want attention. I am doin this because i need help, and i dont know how to get any help other than this. I am 14 and i have been depressed since the 3rd grade, i even started havin suicidal thoughts then. Although, now things have gotten [...]

Why are people so oblivious? Why does no one seem to care? It’s not like I’m making it hard to read. I tell you up front. I explain in advance. I beg for help. I scream out my problems in horrid detail. I’m depressed. I’m angry. I’m a cutter. I want to die. And still [...]

why doesn’t anyone understand that I can’t just keep living in this life where i dont care or feel anything? I’m fucking numb. he abused me from ages 4 to 8 sexually. and i cant get over that. it’s not that fucking easy. i hate him. i want to kill him. i cant tho because [...]

heey , i feeel empty, like theres nothing left in me… like i cant breathe i think about suicide alot! , almost twice a day i have tried to commit 5 timess.. 3 by over dose and 2 by cutting… i currently have been self harming to realese pain.. i need a way out i [...]

Why do i feel like dying? why am i frigtened of suicide? why am i not affected when someone commits suicide? why does my mother hate me? why are people constantly abusing me? why?????????????????