I am confused and tired.I just turned 18 and am ready to die.Most people are just starting their life and I feel as though I already lived it.Let me explain…I was given up at birth.My mother didn’t want me and my aunt took me in.She loved me and I grew up to be a happy [...]

I am a mother of 2. I’ve been told that I am a bad mom because i make my children listen. My son ran up a 400 dollar phone bill and my mother said I was bad because I was and am making him pay me the money back by working off the money (sweeping [...]

I don’t have much to lose. I don’t see how I can gain anything I need While stuck in this body.
My needs/desires are tearing me apart. I can’t handle seeing all the happy people holding hands with their significant others
while I am still alone. I feel like a man who has been lost in the [...]

This just too much for me to figure out.
It seems to me that we all have our vices and perceptions. Some choose to follow “god”, some chose different paths. Christ, what is the correct path? It seems all a blur right now.  I’m so confused and disconnected. I wish only to find the truth and [...]

For some reason, today that is all I can think about, that STP song Dead and Bloated.  Im not entirely sure why, today has been better than most.  I got more tattoo work done today, that is what I do instead of cutting myself, that and heavily self medicate.   I feel like I have something [...]

I am so relieved to have a place to pour out the feelings. I have been feeling VERY suicidal for a couple weeks. Sunday I half-assed tried by taking a bunch of my husband xanax, drinking some wine, and taking a bath. I really hoped I’d fall asleep and drown but it didn’t work. In [...]

I am a 25 year old guy living in California. I’ve had suicidal thoughts for as long as I can remember. As time goes on, the thoughts have increased in frequency. I feel like I’m trapped… Like there is no way out.
There are a lot of people in the world that would like my life… [...]

First off, i am not doin this because i want attention. I am doin this because i need help, and i dont know how to get any help other than this. I am 14 and i have been depressed since the 3rd grade, i even started havin suicidal thoughts then. Although, now things have gotten [...]

Why are people so oblivious? Why does no one seem to care? It’s not like I’m making it hard to read. I tell you up front. I explain in advance. I beg for help. I scream out my problems in horrid detail.
I’m depressed.
I’m angry.
I’m a cutter.
I want [...]

why doesn’t anyone understand that I can’t just keep living in this life where i dont care or feel anything? I’m fucking numb. he abused me from ages 4 to 8 sexually. and i cant get over that. it’s not that fucking easy. i hate him.
i want to kill him.
i cant tho because i’m too [...]