Archive for November, 2009

help.me.please.?

Monday, November 30th, 2009

im fifteen, suppose to be high on life. im bisexual, been int the hospial 3 times. i have overdosed, slit my wrst and i have even tried drowning. ive tried przac, valium, pristique, everything in the book.
its like ive died and im still here.
i tried killing myself a year and a half ago. i slit [...]

life

Monday, November 30th, 2009

I hate myself   and want to die

Tired

Monday, November 30th, 2009

I’m tired of my self, I’m tired of trying to survive.
I consider myself a pretty woman, I guess men don’t see that.  Im divorced and for some reason I can’t seem to “make anyone fall in love with me” This is not my only problem of why I’m depressed, my finances and debt is killing [...]

Monday, November 30th, 2009

I’m going to ask you all to bear with me for the forthcoming bullshit. It’s nothing more, or less, honestly.
I sincerely, truly, unfathomably, hate myself. As I sit here trying to think of words that appropriately describe my self-hatred, my mind is completely blank. The word ‘hate’ doesn’t even seem fitting anymore. I’m beyond that [...]

Time…

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

So, it’s just about December… and just about that time. On December 4th 2008, (Last year) my mother died. She’d been sick for like….7 years etc. I’ve mentioned this before, but now as the time where her pain was greatest creeps by i find it hard to breathe. I feel numb everywhere and i don’t [...]

Please

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

hey everyone.
i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.
there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.
the only way things fall away [...]

Please

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

hey everyone.
i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.
there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.
the only way things fall away [...]

Please

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

hey everyone.
i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.
there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.
the only way things fall away [...]

I have a problem

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

Let me first say im just sad, not depressed or suicidal
just sad
alright here goes
my ex bf of 1.5 yr broke up with me a month ago, and it broke my heart, u see i really love this guy, more than anyone else, and my friend helped me through it. and we became very close.
a few [...]

not sure anymore

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

“as you look through the window all you can think about is how you messed up. you screwed up erverything and everyone. you told! you are the one who hurt everyone. even though they say you didnt, you know you are the one who did. then you try to stop hurting everyone,
you push away. [...]