hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]

I suppose I have a good life, relatively speaking. No history of abuse or neglect, my parents are together, etc. But all my life I’ve been consumed by thoughts of death and dying–simultaneously fearing it and wishing for it. I was always a shy and awkward kid. I think at first I was disappointed by [...]

I’ll be honest. Despite the secretions rolling down my face at the moment, I’m actually pretty attractive, I’m nice to people, nice to animals. Good with food, art, music, kids, whatever. I feel I’m terrible for wholly irrational reasons, and I loathe the fact I’m a slave to the broken system that calls itself my [...]

I’m unfortunately at the point where writing a bunch seems pointless because no one seems to want to hear anything I have to say. But, what the heck, I’ll say it to no one. It is strange though, that the world that has kicked me around all my life, and still does, says, “Don’t do [...]

I’m really not quite sure what’s wrong with me. I just want something. I’m just lonely and angry and tired. I’m sick of everyone and anything. I’d love to hang myself. I’d love to. I just can’t, though. I can’t find it in me to look for a simple rope. Or something to tie myself [...]

As of most cases, I started to think about the ex. I think what most people hate is the “what ifs” in life. You know that you should move on and just get on with your life, but sometimes it is hard to do so. This morning at work I had a panic attack (it [...]

My friend told me she cuts herself and I told her I did so too but she only does it cause she’s bored, for me I do it because I believe my world is coming to an end and she hits me and treats me like crap now that she knows I do it not [...]

Hello. I in the past wrote a post on this website entitled “Endless Future.” I am happy to tell you all, that I am still here, in this world existing as I always have, and always will. I came back, though, not to tell you I am living a wonderful life full of blessings and [...]

hi my friend is suicidal. he talks about killing himself and says that he has made up his mind, it is just a matter of time. do u tink i should tell my parents? what should i do? i do not kno if he is relly serious, but i am beginning to feel like i [...]

Sometimes I wish I had cancer just to die without feeling guilty. Sometimes I wish there were no medication to help a little, so that I couldn’t bear living another day in this meaningless world. Sometimes I wish I didn’t constantly dream of not existing too, cause hope is vain when you look at the [...]