hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]

imagine just running your entire life. fleeing. cowardly. 24/7 and then when you are alone. you tell urself. i can do it. i can stand up and be brave. i’m a good guy but when the moment comes u run again. everytime. and then at times u are forced and it turns out not half [...]

It’s pretty hard to find help that actually helps. Everyone has the same advice: seek help, talk to someone, think of the people that love you, change your life, get a better job, find love, etc. These are easy things to say when you are on the opposite of each of these and when you [...]

Can you be happy but want to end your life at the same time? Have a laugh come easily, a smile form on your lips without you noticing but behind all that rooted deep inside you there is a darkness lurking. The only thing stopping it is your smile, but then when you’re alone and [...]

I haven’t been on here in a while an am not so sure what all I want to really say. My life was getting better. A lot of things were going wrong, but I was handling it. I tried to not think of it I think. Maybe that’s why all of a sudden I have [...]

i keep having thoghts to kill myself and to cut but im trying so har5d not to. there are things that keep me from it but they just keep coming back. idk wat to do. there coming more and more. alomst everyday. it sucks. part of me wants to yet on the same note part [...]

So far i have tried everything 2 get help. I have been 2 psyciatrists, doctors, i just finished a week stay at a mental hospital, im on meds, and i am still so fuckin depressed. Im 14 and have been depressed for 6 years, and it is going 2 be 7 soon. I dont know [...]

I don’t think i’m supposed to feel this way. I’m only a fourteen year old girl, and i already hate life. So much has happened to me in the last two, maybe three years. And i don’t mean physically, i mean emotionally. I guess it all started in seventh grade. I fell in love. I [...]

If i do eventually end up killing myself, what will happen. Is there an afterlife? Heaven, hell? I want to know that if i kill myself, i won’t just fade out of existence.