Comments on: i honestly don’t know how to title this. http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/ share your suicide story with others Thu, 24 May 2012 14:33:50 +0000 hourly 1 By: clara http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37620 clara Tue, 15 Dec 2009 23:07:19 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37620 aw thank you jason :) you helped a lot. and for everyone, by overdose i meant things like advil and nyquil and motrin. not drugs. thanks EVERYONE i love you all peace + god bless. aw thank you jason :) you helped a lot. and for everyone, by overdose i meant things like advil and nyquil and motrin. not drugs. thanks EVERYONE i love you all peace + god bless.

]]> By: jasonkidd http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37578 jasonkidd Wed, 09 Dec 2009 18:07:10 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37578 I forgot to say. I dont sleep too. I use Clonazepam, here called Rivotril. Is a medicine to sleep. I have a bad insomnia. Someday i will have to work, and i will have to get better from this insomnia. Its hard. I hope to be dead as soon as possible. But im afraid to fail on suicide. If i fail, i will live the worst life i've ever imagined. Try clonazepam to sleep. Ask your mother to see a doctor, and buy this medicine. Or maybe not. It's kinda addictive. If you abuse of it, your body will ask for this more and more, and the insomnia will get worst. There are other medicines like this that are not addictive. Im buying one. When i know the name, i will say here for you. My e-mail is jason.kidd@hotmail.com, for anything. I dont think you will chat with me. Im a man, 22 years old, planning to die. I think is better you talk to Tea. She is more next to your age, and know many things you need to know, like gay things. And her advises are good. I forgot to say. I dont sleep too.
I use Clonazepam, here called Rivotril. Is a medicine to sleep.
I have a bad insomnia.
Someday i will have to work, and i will have to get better from this insomnia.
Its hard.
I hope to be dead as soon as possible.
But im afraid to fail on suicide. If i fail, i will live the worst life i’ve ever imagined.

Try clonazepam to sleep. Ask your mother to see a doctor, and buy this medicine.
Or maybe not. It’s kinda addictive. If you abuse of it, your body will ask for this more and more, and the insomnia will get worst.
There are other medicines like this that are not addictive. Im buying one. When i know the name, i will say here for you.
My e-mail is jason.kidd@hotmail.com, for anything.
I dont think you will chat with me. Im a man, 22 years old, planning to die.
I think is better you talk to Tea. She is more next to your age, and know many things you need to know, like gay things. And her advises are good.

]]> By: jasonkidd http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37576 jasonkidd Wed, 09 Dec 2009 03:06:04 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37576 You seem to be a cool person. I dont eat too much too. My parents used to make me eat more, but now they see that i eat. I like lesbians (and gay mans and everyone. Im not gay. I have a girlfriend, and im a man). I was writing a book about the love of two lesbians. I stopped. Every lesbian here, where i live, when is young like you, when lives with their parents, use to say to the parents that they are best friends. And as best friends, they can do everything together, even sleep at the same bed. Try to start your relation with your girl with letters. So no one can see what youre talking. And maybe you can start a friendship like that i told you. I think about killing myself all the time too. But you are so young. You can live a little more. Try to love this girl and make it happen. Try writing a letter to your mother, comparing your grades to the other persons grades... saying that each person eats what his own body asks, nothing less, nothing more. I dont know what more to say. Drugs are not good most of the times. But sometimes, for suicide, they can work. But try to dont think in this for now. I think. I think you need to be careful, and calculate everything. I think using letters to get next to your girl, is the best way. Then, if you find that she likes you too, forget about what your other friends would think. Love is love. I dont know in your case. in my case, i love my girlfriend so much that my only concern is our love (a note: she is dead). Dont follow my words or anyones words if you dont feel like its the best way. Like someone said: follow your heart. Be sincere, and God helps. You have to calculate everything. But if something go wrong, dont be mad, just keep loving and trying (even if you try to die. But to die we have to be smart, and dont miss, be accurate on our plans) Life is not always good. But sometimes we can pass through it. Love is always the best path to anything, even the death. But i advise you to live and love the most as you can. Life is hard, for many persons. I dont know if what i said helps. I can make it worse. I dont know what is better or worst. I just said what came into my mind. I hope i helped. Youre so young. I never thought in suicide at your age. Neither my friends. But i understand you. You seem to be a cool person. I dont eat too much too. My parents used to make me eat more, but now they see that i eat.
I like lesbians (and gay mans and everyone. Im not gay. I have a girlfriend, and im a man). I was writing a book about the love of two lesbians. I stopped.
Every lesbian here, where i live, when is young like you, when lives with their parents, use to say to the parents that they are best friends. And as best friends, they can do everything together, even sleep at the same bed.
Try to start your relation with your girl with letters. So no one can see what youre talking. And maybe you can start a friendship like that i told you.
I think about killing myself all the time too. But you are so young. You can live a little more. Try to love this girl and make it happen.
Try writing a letter to your mother, comparing your grades to the other persons grades… saying that each person eats what his own body asks, nothing less, nothing more.
I dont know what more to say.
Drugs are not good most of the times.
But sometimes, for suicide, they can work.
But try to dont think in this for now. I think.
I think you need to be careful, and calculate everything.
I think using letters to get next to your girl, is the best way. Then, if you find that she likes you too, forget about what your other friends would think. Love is love. I dont know in your case. in my case, i love my girlfriend so much that my only concern is our love (a note: she is dead).
Dont follow my words or anyones words if you dont feel like its the best way. Like someone said: follow your heart. Be sincere, and God helps.
You have to calculate everything. But if something go wrong, dont be mad, just keep loving and trying (even if you try to die. But to die we have to be smart, and dont miss, be accurate on our plans)
Life is not always good. But sometimes we can pass through it.
Love is always the best path to anything, even the death. But i advise you to live and love the most as you can.
Life is hard, for many persons.
I dont know if what i said helps. I can make it worse. I dont know what is better or worst. I just said what came into my mind. I hope i helped.

Youre so young. I never thought in suicide at your age. Neither my friends.
But i understand you.

]]> By: tea.is.here http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37574 tea.is.here Tue, 08 Dec 2009 21:41:45 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37574 sorry lol by" overdoes" i just kindof infered:) sorry lol by” overdoes” i just kindof infered:)

]]> By: clara http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37558 clara Tue, 08 Dec 2009 01:02:54 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37558 lol tea i don't do drugs. but thank you, that helped:) lol tea i don’t do drugs. but thank you, that helped:)

]]> By: Jess66 http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37557 Jess66 Tue, 08 Dec 2009 00:47:54 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37557 im so sorry, that sounds like the shittiest piece of shit. 1. as for you mom, fuck her, jjust dont talk to her, eaisest way out. 2. as for the whole anorexic/bolemic thing, just like severly stuff ur face when ur around her(: 3. for grades and her not appreciating them, follow #1(: 4. PLEASE dont think about killing yourself, TOO MANY people will be absoluteely DEVISTATED if ANYTHING ever happened to you. 5. as for the almost-gf dilema, do what you heart wants, and what only matters to you. hope i helped, -jess.<3 im so sorry, that sounds like the shittiest piece of shit.
1. as for you mom, fuck her, jjust dont talk to her, eaisest way out.
2. as for the whole anorexic/bolemic thing, just like severly stuff ur face when ur around her(:
3. for grades and her not appreciating them, follow #1(:
4. PLEASE dont think about killing yourself, TOO MANY people will be absoluteely DEVISTATED if ANYTHING ever happened to you.
5. as for the almost-gf dilema, do what you heart wants, and what only matters to you.
hope i helped, -jess.<3

]]> By: tea.is.here http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/i-honestly-dont-know-how-to-title-this/comment-page-1/#comment-37555 tea.is.here Tue, 08 Dec 2009 00:27:15 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=5616#comment-37555 hi clara, i know exactly how you feel. well i hate to sound like some kind of therapist but your seems to be having the "snowball effect",one problem after another,it just gets bigger and bigger until you have absolutley no idea what to do. well,i assure you, it will be okay. i am a 15 year oldlesbian, and if you are truely gay/bisexual,and not trying to follow this new trend that seems to be arising.(not saying you are, its just a fact amogst young girls/boys that being"bi" or "gay" is oh-so-cool.) speaking as if you truely are,i think you and i could both say it is not cool.its not easy.and its notsomething to wish upon others or try to be.its makes life much harder.as in yours...and my case.having a parent that doesnt understand you,or show enough love/praise when it is needed the most,being falsley accused,freinds that would be lost if they foundout the truth,watching grades slip...its alot to take.and i totally understand.ive been there. and its horrible.but this is not the end of the world.trust me. so dont let it be...there are some things you could start doing...my suggestions at least 1-work hard at school...i know what your thinking...i do try/u sound like my mom da da da da...but its true.it will get your mom off your back and you will feel accomplished and better about youself. 2-being gay is tough.i know.TRUST ME.your mom,im sorry to say,may never accept it.if she is that type of person.but your YOUR person..and you only have 18 years with the bitch;) and u only got six more to go. 3-as for the anorexic thing, you cant help if you have a high matabolism,so try your best to just ignore that factor. 4-stop drugs!!! they suck ass! you'll be okay hunny:) talk to me anytime. much-love- tea:) hi clara,
i know exactly how you feel.
well i hate to sound like some kind of therapist but your seems to be having the “snowball effect”,one problem after another,it just gets bigger and bigger until you have absolutley no idea what to do. well,i assure you, it will be okay. i am a 15 year oldlesbian, and if you are truely gay/bisexual,and not trying to follow this new trend that seems to be arising.(not saying you are, its just a fact amogst young girls/boys that being”bi” or “gay” is oh-so-cool.) speaking as if you truely are,i think you and i could both say it is not cool.its not easy.and its notsomething to wish upon others or try to be.its makes life much harder.as in yours…and my case.having a parent that doesnt understand you,or show enough love/praise when it is needed the most,being falsley accused,freinds that would be lost if they foundout the truth,watching grades slip…its alot to take.and i totally understand.ive been there. and its horrible.but this is not the end of the world.trust me. so dont let it be…there are some things you could start doing…my suggestions at least
1-work hard at school…i know what your thinking…i do try/u sound like my mom da da da da…but its true.it will get your mom off your back and you will feel accomplished and better about youself.
2-being gay is tough.i know.TRUST ME.your mom,im sorry to say,may never accept it.if she is that type of person.but your YOUR person..and you only have 18 years with the bitch;) and u only got six more to go.
3-as for the anorexic thing, you cant help if you have a high matabolism,so try your best to just ignore that factor.
4-stop drugs!!! they suck ass!
you’ll be okay hunny:)
talk to me anytime.
much-love-
tea:)

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