Archive for December, 2009

Miserable life

Monday, December 28th, 2009

I am now 18 years old, living with my parrents in Ohio. My parrents never really did anything with me especially my father. I am an outcast from my school, and have no real friends when i was `16 i withdrew from people and started playing a game called Second Life(a type of online chatting [...]

please let God help you

Monday, December 28th, 2009

hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]

I was used for sex, now I want to die

Monday, December 28th, 2009

I feel so disgusting, used and pathetic right now.  I think I should be over what happened by now and the fact that I’m not only makes me wonder, “Why bother?  It will always bother you.”  If this is the case, why keep going?  I’m bipolar, diagnosed when I was 13 and now I’m 22 [...]

I’m so scared

Monday, December 28th, 2009

This holiday season marks the end of my second year of treatment for severe clinical depression.  And I’m sick of it.  I tried, I tried so fucking hard.  I had been badly depressed for 5-6 years before I ever sought any professional help.  I didn’t want to say there was something wrong with me, I [...]

Make up your mind

Monday, December 28th, 2009

I swear some people are clueless, ya know? They sit there and tell you that you are what keeps them alive, that you mean the world to them, that they will always love you. Yet a week later can be bragging about their new crush on some bimbo? Do some people really just set out [...]

Definition of life: get fucked over and watch other people succeed

Monday, December 28th, 2009

About 2 years ago my family was great. My mom had a stroke and left our family when I was six but I really didn’t care cause she’s just a cheating whore. After she left my dad started to do great in business and us 3 kids werehis only concern, he did everything for us [...]

i hate it all

Monday, December 28th, 2009

i hate living!!!  why is so hard for everyone to understand that i dont want to be alive……. nothing in m life has ever gone the right way….. im in a relationship at the moment but i  cant even hold that together i even have a new baby girl but im too useless to be [...]

PLEASE HELP ME !!!!

Sunday, December 27th, 2009

I just want to die. I feel life isn’t worth living anymore. I’m 59 years old & i’ve been depressed most of my life. I lost my job 7 months ago after 16 years on the same job. I think of suicide all the time. I once called the Suicide Hotline & blocked my phone#, [...]

A Feeling of being Isolated in my own mind.

Sunday, December 27th, 2009

  Well, after randomely stumbling upon this site, well not really randomly of course.   I have been EXTREMELY depressed according for my entire existence according to my peers and I can’t really deny that they are most likely correct.  I have been sitting next to my bed for the better part of fourteen hours straight [...]

please let me help

Saturday, December 26th, 2009

hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]