I googled SUICIDE and then was led to the site.Probably,I am the most special person who posted.I am not American,Chinese instead,and still in China.But I still want to post mine with broken Englsih,and I hope you can understand what I mean. I am gay,which seems to be the most reason related to my suicidal thoughts.I [...]

I am A 16 year’s old boy I have been suicidal for almost 2 years now. I am taking depression pills but that isn’t really doing anything to help me. I became depressed because my best friend was killed 2 days after Christmas by a drunk driver who had several DUI. After his death everyday [...]

There was an isolated man who struggled with life. Alcohol abuse from a young age became his medication of choice. Although he married and had two children he still felt empty. There came a dark time in his life when despair overcame him and he decided not to go on. The brew kept drawing him [...]

“im having a baby so i can kill myself without dying” I wish I could impress upon this person just how awful it is knowing you weren’t enough to make your parent want to stay alive.

I’m not all that sure how to begin but I guess I’ll start here: Last year when I was a 6th grader I went to a public school like most children, but this was NOT your avarage school. Rather than school it felt like I was in hell, and that I would never escape. My teacher, [...]

The most important person in my life died 3 days ago. Its currently 2 am, the second night I have to cope. I feel sad, empty, lonely. No medical help available as the local mental health service put the “stamp” on me: attention seeker, borderliner. I just could scream ……………. scream ………………… scream. Life is [...]

It feels unbeliaveble. My dream is something that might come true. I was right there, outside my friend’s residence, which they have a pool, not for swimming just deep enough. It’s winter in there, I bent down and touch the water, it’s frezzing cold, icy but not frozen, yet. I stand up again and I [...]

I miss you like you don’t even know. Love always, lins.

hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help. the only way [...]