I don’t have reason to complain. My life mostly has been going very well, except for being picked on in middle school, and now years later, not doing well in school. I have a family and a boyfriend and other friends that love me. I have accomplished a lot and am not in debt, yet. I know that I am smart and not ugly and a good person. However, I am sensitive and overreact to things, and even though I know I am I just can’t stop myself. I know I can change things, which I am trying, sort of, but it is hard to keep going.
But let me keep this short. Like so many people on here, I don’t die because I don’t want to hurt people. I just don’t know why I really want to die, if my life is so good. I used to have hope, but now it’s gone, I don’t have a purpose, I’m just an average person. I will wait a few months to see if anything changes, but if not…you know…
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It seems that you are suffering from emotional trauma caused in Middle School. Even if you don’t ever think about it, it can still haunt you daily. It takes a lot of time to get rid of the feelings caused by emotional trauma. Usually it takes the help of a non-judgmental and understanding person to listen to what you have to say and give you support and/or guidance on what to do next. I believe I could help, given the chance. Feel free to email me at:
something90909@gmail.com
Everyone has a purpose.Even if your an average person. Taking your life is not the way to go, you have friends and family, i think you should talk to them. You might not see what your purpose in life is but you will eventually find out. Find something to latch on to. Learn to love the beauties of life. This helps a lot. I have felt before,like I don’t have a meaning in life but i realized everyone is alive for a reason, we might not see why we are… but theres a reason why we are all here.
My dear friend, I feel the same. Exact same. Just hang-in there. You feel just like I do- http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/a-girl-with-no-priorities/
Thank you for responding.
a random guy:
I think I might be suffering from emotional trauma in middle school. I am also seeing a counselor who we both identified that even though my parents love me they give me stress.
I do have my boyfriend who is non-judgemental and understanding, which has helped me, but as for guidance that is what I am seeing a counselor for, but so far nothing, because she thinks I need medication to help control the depression. So I might email you if you do think you could help.
Chico:
I do believe you at times, but at others it’s hard to see, but I will try to keep what you said in mind, because it helps when someone other than yourself saying that.
if you wanna talk to about anything, you can email me and we can talk.
(Silly.snowball@yahoo.com)