Archive for January, 2010

Music

Sunday, January 31st, 2010

Music to sooth, de-stress and encourage to seek beauty for the depressed, traumatized, and self loathing alike. Try to keep pushing. I hope you enjoy. If you have a good sound systems kudos. Ravel – Bolero: Best sound quality I could find on YT. Zero 7 – Destiny: Massive Attack – Teardrop Sia – Numb: [...]

Farewell

Sunday, January 31st, 2010

where to start? well I’m 29 yrs old and l I’ve been depressed for a long as I can remember. I tried to kill myself about 9 yrs ago, I hung myself until I blacked out, it was almost painless the pain only lasted less then a minute then I couldnt feel anything, but my [...]

high im trying to save my self and it might help you

Saturday, January 30th, 2010

so what im trying to say is think of the futuer and realize that you are hurting everyone around u and u do kill youre self you will never find out what you where put on earth for so from someone that has almost done it please dont you can come out of it and [...]

high im trying to save my self and it might help you

Saturday, January 30th, 2010

told her it was something i have thought about sine i was 13 and she realized she was hurting me more by yelling at me cause i went to the batroom with aknife and she came in to apollagize for yelling at me then she made me realize that it wouldnt just hurt her but [...]

high im trying to save my self and it might help you

Saturday, January 30th, 2010

in my mouth and wanted to end my life but i didnt i even drove my car at 75mph and hit a colvert and servived at the age of 17 but now im 23 and married for3years with 2 kids and thinking agine if i should kill myself cause i have found that my wife [...]

high im trying to save my self and it might help you

Saturday, January 30th, 2010

high my name is tim ever since i was 13 ihave thought about comiting suicid when i was 13 i watched my dad about choke the life out of my mother and i had been through some big relationships and i found my self getting very mad from being cheated on and holding stuff in [...]

Thoughts, etc.

Saturday, January 30th, 2010

I’ll start with the simple details. I’m a 16 year old blond spanish/italian blooded atheist kid born in Denver with a very sex appealing look and brother of a famous person on MTV who knows most big stars from Jack White to Jimmy Page, and even all famous latin american stars worth being named. I’ve [...]

Who am I ?

Saturday, January 30th, 2010

I’ve thought about death. I haven’t thought about killing myself yet but i’ve thought how it would be like after i die. I don’t want to kill myself but it feels like the only answer I’ve got. I’m not happy. I’ve tried smiling at everyone but it just seems like a waste of time. It [...]

PLEASE LET GOD HELP YOU

Friday, January 29th, 2010

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28 hey everyone. i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself. there are a lot of people who come to [...]

It’s too difficult.

Friday, January 29th, 2010

This task is just too difficult to complete. I honestly see myself dying old and alone if I keep on living. I’m the youngest person in my immediate family. I Refuse to bare children and pass on my fucked up genes to some poor child that has no chance of being normal with me as [...]