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life never okay..

January 26th, 2010 by Weirdscenekid123

I’ve been there.
A place no one wants to go.
Not ever.
Being touched in bed at night, to being beaten unconscious.
Life never gets better for me.
I now lay awake at night scared of him coming in.
Scared to close my eyes and I’d open them and he’d be there.
That pain never goes away in my mind.
I have scars from all of the pain he caused me.
Cutting is my main coping resource, suicide running through my mind everynight.
The want to just end it all makes my brain freeze in time.
One day it will be over, and I’ll be gone. maybe soon.
Its all i hope for now..

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2 Responses to “life never okay..”

  1. whiteylover Says:
    January 29th, 2010 at 12:34 am

    If you EVER need to talk or just want a friend there for you I’m here.
    rjabercrombie213@gmail.com

    Rachel

  2. Christina Says:
    January 30th, 2010 at 12:12 am

    nope if anyone understands im here your not going anywhere i better hear from you!!! :)

    maybe sometime you can have a really nice friend stay over or something and stay up all night so that you can finally get a nice sleep if i was near you i would do that for you so you wouldn’t have to worry!!! :)

    e-mail-mkafan12@yahoo.com

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