Comments on: FUCK YOU ALL

By: mnemosyne

mnemosyne — Fri, 06 Apr 2012 03:47:58 +0000

Wow hi everyone. I wrote this post over two years ago and completely forgot about it until now.

Obviously, I’m still alive and doing pretty well.

I can’t believe I wrote some of those things…they don’t even make sense to me right now. Back then I was in such a dark state of mind because one of my former best friends betrayed and hurt me deeply and I wasn’t getting any support from those who were supposed to be there for me (my sorority). When I was depressed my true friends reached out to me and kept me afloat. There were only very few of them, but that was enough to help me move on with my life. The one friend I wrote about who didn’t get the position she wanted – she is such a strong friend and I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for her. She had her bad times too, but with me she always stayed positive and encouraged me to go out with her and just have fun with life. She got me to be active in our sorority again and I started reconnecting with my sisters. Eventually I moved in with her, and that last year in college was one of the best years of my life so far.

As for the crazy ex-friend who called the cops on me – nobody likes her anymore because she is crazy. I still hate her, but I don’t waste my time thinking about her anymore. If i do somehow see her around our area (which I have on occasion) I just ignore her…which is pretty easy to do since she is always moping around by herself like a true loser. It feels good to have risen so far above her that I can’t even see that little cockroach crawling on the ground in front of me.

So to those out there who are depressed about something right now – I have been depressed and angry before, but I got out of it. It took support from a great friend and time (almost a year) for me to be myself again.

By: hukkemuk

hukkemuk — Thu, 05 Apr 2012 19:36:41 +0000

To all: I feel the same, but still want to be the channel for others that feel down. No matter what others did to me, I keep going on being myself. Ok, sometimes I feel like shit, but then I choose to be stubborn and not a victom to be destroyed. I definately want to go on to give some love to people like you who need it ! That is my choice, nobody can change that. With love, feel free to talk to me, Nico

By: truthbetold

truthbetold — Sat, 24 Mar 2012 12:42:43 +0000

*makes a wish*
mnemosyne get your ass back on SP if you’re still alive

By: truthbetold

truthbetold — Wed, 14 Mar 2012 02:27:16 +0000

this is EXACTLY how I feel abouth the world, you must be my twin in thought ..
too bad you no longer post here =(

By: molly woppit

molly woppit — Sat, 08 Oct 2011 01:58:39 +0000

Shit if life was easy and their was no pain we wouldnt appreciate the good times,i hate myself when im depressed and anxiety and ptsd affects me also but we are hete for a short time a lifetime is no time at all.sometimes we focus on oourselves or others actionn hurtfull or otherwise and wounder why the fuck we bother at all.suiside hmm ive tryed that so manytimes im too embarrassed to write a note cos mum would just add it to her fucken collection but what it all boils down to is this
Try not to take things too seriously
Laugh hard when you can and help others when they are down oh and lots of fuckin coucilling to couteract your self hatred or whatever it is that brings you here and sometimes its enough to get you through not everyone is an arsehole hope we all find peace in each others words……

By: ctb-driver

ctb-driver — Fri, 30 Sep 2011 03:58:09 +0000

mnemosyne, are you over-weight?

By: deathbylies

deathbylies — Mon, 28 Mar 2011 15:46:29 +0000

University shit .. thats getting you down ? really ? what about child molestation, human trafficing, child labour, sex slaves .
MONEY MEANS EVERYTHING and if you dont have any … then sing this with me

GIVE ME A F!
GIVE ME A U!
GIVE ME A C!
GIVE ME A K!
GIVE ME A E!
GIVE ME A D!

WHAT DO YOU GET!
I CANT HEAR YOU!!!

By: Eleonore

Eleonore — Sun, 20 Feb 2011 19:20:47 +0000

I am also seriously dissapointed in people, especially in my so-called relatives. I have excellent grades at university, and the husband of my cousin s (a professor at my university) hates me because of that. I realised that when, after a month working on a project he gave my 0 points on a pretty good assignement, yelled at me, told me that I was lazy and stupid in front of a colleague. I told him loudly that he was making revenge for something that I am not guilty for and that he didn’t read the assignement at all. Now I’m in a very bad position – I have another course in his class and he is waiting for more revenge.

My aunt (his wife) stood at his side and would enjoy to see me fail.

Blood doesn’t mean anything nowadays?

By: niki

niki — Wed, 22 Dec 2010 09:44:53 +0000

I can relate to this post…

Sometimes I do wonder if this so-called “shitty” Life is either:

1. simply just it is. and that humans are *SLOWLY* and painstakingly learning in perhaps hundreds of generations, that things will get better. And the *HOPE* inside each of us is for us to unleash it, to CREATE or BE the Change that we want to see (ie: Mahatma Gandhi’s popular remarks),

2. as a “test” for the next Life, for our Spirit/Soul/whatever.
It’s still a mystery to us five-sense humans, but I do believe that this Universe is far larger and contains a lot of mysterious that us five-senses and 3D humans still can’t fathom/comprehend..

or
3. Nothing matters at all.
If humanity will destroy Earth, then so it be.
the whole Universe simply will keep continue and it certainly won’t stop its course, just because this “shitty” humanrace and Earth got destroyed.

By: AD

AD — Wed, 22 Dec 2010 02:10:36 +0000

I’m not going to kill myself becuase the world is cruel. Im going to kill myself becuase I am too good for the world. I don’t fit in here. I am not a pig, a liar or a glutton. I just wanted truth and got lies.