Comments on: july 2, 2007 http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/ share your suicide story with others Sat, 11 Feb 2012 09:20:35 +0000 hourly 1 By: Moses http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/comment-page-1/#comment-39065 Moses Sat, 27 Feb 2010 21:32:12 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/#comment-39065 Jason, Sometimes the only thing that kept me going was the thought of how much I loved strawberries and some other foods. I know that sounds crazy as hell but I wondered what the hell it was that I'd miss. One of them was strawberries. I'd even go to a grocery if I was really down and buy a pint. That sounds pretty sad but that's how low I was. At the time I was also reading the Count of Monte Cristo. In it the main character writes to someone and says something like this. "...there is neither happiness or unhappiness in this world, only the comparison of one state to the other.' I guess I figured as much pain as I was in then meant that I would be entitled to a heck of a lot good times later (and for the most part it was true. Be good and stay safe. Moses Jason,

Sometimes the only thing that kept me going was the thought of how much I loved strawberries and some other foods. I know that sounds crazy as hell but I wondered what the hell it was that I’d miss. One of them was strawberries. I’d even go to a grocery if I was really down and buy a pint. That sounds pretty sad but that’s how low I was. At the time I was also reading the Count of Monte Cristo. In it the main character writes to someone and says something like this. “…there is neither happiness or unhappiness in this world, only the comparison of one state to the other.’ I guess I figured as much pain as I was in then meant that I would be entitled to a heck of a lot good times later (and for the most part it was true. Be good and stay safe.

Moses

]]> By: jasonkidd http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/comment-page-1/#comment-39060 jasonkidd Sat, 27 Feb 2010 00:25:02 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/#comment-39060 I read. Interesting. You have good arguements. But i still wanna die. No one can "fix" this on me. Because i believe that dying is the right thing for me to do. Really right. But i don't know if God will let me do this: die. One day He will, obviously. But i mean, to do this soon. I think hanging by the neck is a shot without missing. I just have to find the place. I think i found. Maybe not. Let's see. When i be ready to go, i will write on this site, saing goodbye. But im sure you helped many persons, or maybe just one (what already worths), to do what is right (maybe for others, living is the right). I read. Interesting.
You have good arguements.
But i still wanna die. No one can “fix” this on me.
Because i believe that dying is the right thing for me to do. Really right.
But i don’t know if God will let me do this: die.
One day He will, obviously.
But i mean, to do this soon.
I think hanging by the neck is a shot without missing.
I just have to find the place.
I think i found.
Maybe not.
Let’s see.
When i be ready to go, i will write on this site, saing goodbye.

But im sure you helped many persons, or maybe just one (what already worths), to do what is right (maybe for others, living is the right).

]]> By: Moses http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/comment-page-1/#comment-39056 Moses Fri, 26 Feb 2010 21:10:16 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/july-2-2007-2/#comment-39056 Trevor, I've been there, but didn't do that as well. And it's not to say that everything is just 'fricking lovely' because there are days that I still struggle. On the other side of the coin, I've done a lot of fun shit, met some crazy people, been able to trek off to some weird and wonderful places. Now I have my list of crap I want to do in the next five years and even shit that I want to do and see before I die. There are days when the pain still seems to be there but more often than not, I can over ride it with what I love to do and places that I want to see. Thanks for the post. Moses Trevor,

I’ve been there, but didn’t do that as well. And it’s not to say that everything is just ‘fricking lovely’ because there are days that I still struggle. On the other side of the coin, I’ve done a lot of fun shit, met some crazy people, been able to trek off to some weird and wonderful places. Now I have my list of crap I want to do in the next five years and even shit that I want to do and see before I die. There are days when the pain still seems to be there but more often than not, I can over ride it with what I love to do and places that I want to see. Thanks for the post.

Moses

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