I am not sure when I became invisible, it seems to come and go. I know I was invisible as a child, but for a time I thought, at least I was smart and funny, but now, at forty, I am invisible again.

Well I know I just added a few posts for others, but I should let you all know who / where I am.   I am 43 years old, have a great wife and a good daughter, but happiness has for all purposes eluded me.  I have done many things in my life, some of which [...]

my dear old friend is cancer ridden some visible yet others hidden his presence scares me hemakes me wary a lasting friendship seems forbidden unable to do much in agony he cannot pay for therapy this friend, he’s so kind he deserves to unwind but his mother remains his enemy my friend has now lost [...]

I feel … empty. I thought for awhile that I may never feel anything again, but to my dismay, the pain has returned. I thought that I had friends, but still I am alone. Apparently I’m not the actor I had imagined. What a fake I am. I thought I could please everyone, but maintaining [...]

A little introduction.  This forum is the closest thing to a suicide forum that I could find so here I am.  And speaking for at least myself here:  If you think that my posts are a cry for help, then accept that I don’t want your help.  In fact it’s people like you that do [...]

hey guys, from what i’ve read on here, a lot of you have legit reasons for being depressed and suicidal. and to be honest, i feel like a complete douchebag because my reason is the suckiest of all: i’m so stressed out. i’m 15, a sophomore, i have two AP, two honors, and an upper [...]

            I’m realizing how depressing my life truly is. It’s not a matter of how much the depression is actually affecting my life, nor is it a matter of how Caley fucked me up. It’s an actual matter of “Shit, my life is a mess.”             I’ve lost God. I’m not entirely sure why, but [...]

I just made this account

I’ve got too much shit going on in my life and I don’t know who to talk to. My favorite sister is dying, at only 24. My niece, I KNOW, is being molested by the same man that molested me, and I can’t do anything about it. My best friend ignores me, 100% now. I’ve [...]

My life has always been difficult. By the time I could talk, I was being molested by three men at the time. Both grandfathers (one of which being a step-grandfather), and an uncle. Later on, when my other uncle, who was about ten years older than I, saw what his father was doing to me, [...]