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By: idontevenknow

idontevenknow — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 14:36:21 +0000

hopetodie, look, im sorry idk whats going on. but i might be able to help. i wont push God on you or anything. but…im kinda smart..i’ve lived through so much pain in my short life to know, nothing is worth taking your own life. NOTHING. dance.cassie.dance@hotmail.com

By: K3T

K3T — Tue, 16 Mar 2010 04:33:06 +0000

nickahol, will you please talk to me????

By: hopetodie

hopetodie — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 22:57:29 +0000

im looking for a way to end my life

By: embargo

embargo — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 20:39:03 +0000

I actually don’t think life is too boring, but MY life certainly is, and I guess I’m the only one who can change that. I just wish I know how or what to do with myself. I feel like I’m in the intersection of 1000 options yet all I do is sit here and feel bad and indecisive. People try to help by giving me ideas or advice but it’s often from people who aren’t relating to me or my needs. Therefore I definitely need to make my mind up on my own. Unfortunately per my lease I’m stuck here until the summer.

By: BloodDreamer

BloodDreamer — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 17:48:05 +0000

@ Embargo – “I don’t want to die quite yet but if it’s possible to die of boredom, I will find out soon enough.” — ME TOO. I wanna die because life is too boring to live, I’m on here because it is the only place where I don’t feel like a stranger in the world.

By: nickahol

nickahol — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 16:16:34 +0000

Im a bit flattered that so many people replied..

But yeah, like you said chiaroscuro. For the first time, stumbling upon this site.. Sad to say, I was ‘relieved’ to find other people who felt just like me. Sad, alone.. confused? It made me feel that maybe.. i’m not so alone after all.

K3T, i was one of the few who criticised your ways on this site. Mostly because im one of those guys who turned away from Him. Like, one day you woke up.. and from all the shit that you’ve been going through, it just didnt seem like He was ever there.

I want to believe, trust me.

I know its my fault for never reaching out for help.. for never accepting help. Pride has killed me a thousand times, in my mind and body. Dont let it fuck you up the way it did me.

By: idontevenknow

idontevenknow — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 14:18:32 +0000

i came here, because im different. i felt stupid for these thoughts. but when i found this website i realized im not alone. i come here for help. i come here to help.

By: embargo

embargo — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 13:18:13 +0000

Interesting fact:

Dr. Robert E. Litman founded the 1st suicide prevention center and 24-hour hotline in 1958. He died over the weekend. He was 88.

By: embargo

embargo — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 11:32:44 +0000

Nicely put, chiaroscuro. (re: I find solace here)
I do too, and I surprisingly find many of the people pretty intelligent.

Maybe we’re all just not optimistic, but realistic.

By: chiaroscuro

chiaroscuro — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 10:15:49 +0000

I find solace here.

We live in a world where it seems like the majority of people are either happy or at least content. Knowing that there are other people who feel the way I do brings solace.