Archive for March, 2010

Overdosing

Monday, March 29th, 2010

I need someone to tell me right now how many paracetamol, when combined with sleeping tablets (again, a dosage is needed) it will take to kill myself. I also need to be told how long it will take to pass out, and how long it will take to die. Also, if I am found before [...]

woww. and the hits keep coming. fml.

Monday, March 29th, 2010

fuck my life. i hate it. i have no purpose. i give up on EVERYTHING.. my freidns all hate me, for nothing. i didnt do antrhing. my best friend for 5 years, just randomly screamed at me, for NOTHING!…i cant stnad the pain any longer. it hurts so bad. i want to DIE. NOW, soon. [...]

Monday, March 29th, 2010

Fuck. I’m surprised I’m still here. Yesterday I passed out from blood loss. Luckily no one found me but imagine how I felt when I woke up. Fuck. I’m still upset. Wht is wrong with me??? Why am I like this? Why must I live with somthing I cannot bare. I know ther are people [...]

Forced

Sunday, March 28th, 2010

Alright, I want to start by saying, yeah, I know that people have it WAY worse than me…. But what’s going on with me I can’t handle. My mother verbally abuses me, every moment she gets. And it’s been happening for as long as I can remember… Ever since I was little, I was always [...]

who ever wil listen….

Sunday, March 28th, 2010

I’m 18yrs and at th moment im nt in school i do nothng al day an cry each night…. frm as far bck i cud rememba my lyf has bn shit…at a young age i witnesd my parents fighting…my father n brothers fighting …evryone always fighting… my father is a selfish..abusive man..and so are my [...]

Please read this

Sunday, March 28th, 2010

http://quranexplorer.com/Quran/Default.aspx That’s all I have to say. There’s nothing to lose here. At least you’ll keep yourself occupied for some time, then see if you feel the same way. You’ll probably have questions about this. sf09life@yahoo.com I know I’m going to be attacked for this, but I can’t just sit there and not help people

Just wanting to give up

Saturday, March 27th, 2010

Every day I try to get up and do my best during the day. I go to work when there is work to go to, there I do what ever I can during the day to work my hardest. My life seems so worthless that the work place is the only place I can get [...]

If you wanna kill yourself, do it! Just give me a few seconds before it, please.

Saturday, March 27th, 2010

Few days ago, I was searching for a method to end my life. If you are reading this, than I found it. Maybe it sounds silly, but this is true. I’m just 19 years old. Last year I’ve got my driving licence, than I broke a few cars. I was a horrible person. After the [...]

neverending pain?

Saturday, March 27th, 2010

Hi. This is my first time posting here. My life was okay, always dark; but i never knew true darkness and depression until my friend killed himself in varsity. That destroyed me. Since then my dad died, my best friend has tried to kill himself, my other best best friend was/is becoming an alcoholic. But [...]

even worse

Friday, March 26th, 2010

Things are just gettn worse for me. I posted up before and thought maybe I can over come all this pain and hurt, but I realized that it won’t let up and will continue to get worse. No matter what I do or try to do things will always turn towards me in a bad [...]