Comments on: ‘Stuff’ http://suicideproject.org/2010/03/stuff/ share your suicide story with others Fri, 10 Feb 2012 05:26:06 +0000 hourly 1 By: K3T http://suicideproject.org/2010/03/stuff/comment-page-1/#comment-39279 K3T Thu, 11 Mar 2010 22:44:18 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=7564#comment-39279 anna, i left a comment on your other post. will you please talk to me? i suggest that you write it on your list :} daniel anna,

i left a comment on your other post.

will you please talk to me? i suggest that you write it on your list :}

daniel

]]> By: embargo http://suicideproject.org/2010/03/stuff/comment-page-1/#comment-39275 embargo Thu, 11 Mar 2010 20:24:38 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=7564#comment-39275 Thanks for the quick reply :) I'm definitely nervous about the future but I'm tired of being unhappy too. If I keep putting it off it will never happen. Good luck to you! Thanks for the quick reply :) I’m definitely nervous about the future but I’m tired of being unhappy too. If I keep putting it off it will never happen. Good luck to you!

]]> By: Anna http://suicideproject.org/2010/03/stuff/comment-page-1/#comment-39274 Anna Thu, 11 Mar 2010 19:58:17 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=7564#comment-39274 I think, embargo, that you are completely correct. Your end sentiment is exactly what I have been thinking; my concerns though are about how to achieve 'difference' and if the effort will be worth it at the end of my life, anyway. I would so love to find happiness, and I'm glad that you seem to be on the right path to reaching yours. I just thought I'd keep this quick, but thank you ever so much for your post :) ... and now, to SpongeBob! I think, embargo, that you are completely correct. Your end sentiment is exactly what I have been thinking; my concerns though are about how to achieve ‘difference’ and if the effort will be worth it at the end of my life, anyway.

I would so love to find happiness, and I’m glad that you seem to be on the right path to reaching yours.

I just thought I’d keep this quick, but thank you ever so much for your post :)

… and now, to SpongeBob!

]]> By: embargo http://suicideproject.org/2010/03/stuff/comment-page-1/#comment-39273 embargo Thu, 11 Mar 2010 19:48:22 +0000 http://suicideproject.org/?p=7564#comment-39273 I read your entire post and skimmed the previous one. I have to say I love your writing style and you sound incredibly intelligent. That aside, I'm not entirely sure what the point of this assignment was. I've written down my thoughts/feelings as well but I've never gotten much benefit from it. You remind me of myself and part of what I'm going through, but more extreme. For me I have the daily routine of waking up, getting ready, taking the train to work, working, taking the train home, going to sleep, and repeating endlessly. I've done this for about 10 years so far. The way I have explained it is "If this is the point of life, then I want no more part of it." Every day at work, I wish for the day to zoom by, but after doing this for days, weeks, months, and years.. I realize I am essentially wishing for my life to pass me by. From there, I envision the types of things I'd rather be doing, where I'd be living, and things like that. Fortunately for me, to have a more ideal life is not so unachievable, but it's a matter of giving up the security I've gotten used to. Honestly I love life, I just don't love "my" present life. I've been given a lot of talents and things like that, which are so far unutilized. If there is a God I'm sure He'd be disappointed in me. I get very sad at times and yes suicidal, which is why I'm here in the first place. But I decided what I should try doing first is to kill off "my present life" and get a new life. I decided that in June I am going to quit, despite the economy, and live a life for me that makes me happy. Hopefully it all goes well and I don't come back here unless to offer advice. So on that note, I think you sound extremely displeased with things in your life and you likewise need a drastic change. I could be wrong but that's my take. I read your entire post and skimmed the previous one. I have to say I love your writing style and you sound incredibly intelligent. That aside, I’m not entirely sure what the point of this assignment was. I’ve written down my thoughts/feelings as well but I’ve never gotten much benefit from it.

You remind me of myself and part of what I’m going through, but more extreme. For me I have the daily routine of waking up, getting ready, taking the train to work, working, taking the train home, going to sleep, and repeating endlessly. I’ve done this for about 10 years so far. The way I have explained it is “If this is the point of life, then I want no more part of it.” Every day at work, I wish for the day to zoom by, but after doing this for days, weeks, months, and years.. I realize I am essentially wishing for my life to pass me by.

From there, I envision the types of things I’d rather be doing, where I’d be living, and things like that. Fortunately for me, to have a more ideal life is not so unachievable, but it’s a matter of giving up the security I’ve gotten used to. Honestly I love life, I just don’t love “my” present life. I’ve been given a lot of talents and things like that, which are so far unutilized. If there is a God I’m sure He’d be disappointed in me.

I get very sad at times and yes suicidal, which is why I’m here in the first place. But I decided what I should try doing first is to kill off “my present life” and get a new life. I decided that in June I am going to quit, despite the economy, and live a life for me that makes me happy. Hopefully it all goes well and I don’t come back here unless to offer advice.

So on that note, I think you sound extremely displeased with things in your life and you likewise need a drastic change. I could be wrong but that’s my take.

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